Monday, August 1, 2011

Something New

Something New

Bella's Pov

I felt my phone vibrate as I was stepping off of the metro. I fished around in my bag and grabbed it out. I knew from the ringtone that Alice had sent a text. I was praying that she was busy or working tonight, otherwise I was going to be roped into some plans that I didn't want to take part in. Alice felt I was staying in a little too much since Jake and I broke up. She didn't realize that I had plenty of work and studying to do. I wasn't breezing through my Master's like I did all my other scholastic endeavors. I had to put some time in to make it worth my while, besides trying to work at the same time, good thing my job at the small publishing company could be done whenever and wherever. That made the job possible, and my bank account says the job is necessary.

I flipped open the phone.

Beotch

Party 2 nite I got the costumes!

Call me when u r off of the metro

Xxoo

Me

What the fuck Alice? I couldn't believe that the one day this week I didn't need to work or have a study group Alice had promised to attend this stupid costume party. What were we twelve? I was so not into this party, but the wrath of Alice was a hell of a lot harder to deal with than a party for a few hours. So I was rushing home to see what ridiculous costume Alice had for us. I grabbed my phone out of my bag and dialed Rosalie.

"Rose, did you know about this party?" I snarled at her when I heard her pick up, I didn't even bother with pleasantries.

"Bella just deal. You know she is following this new guy Jasper around. She found out he was going to be there so that is why this is so important. And she actually went easy on the costumes. Yours is banging! I can't wait to see you in it." I halted my steps right then, Rosalie and Alice's idea of what was acceptable and what was not in public was far removed from mine.

"Rosalie I swear that if she has me in some booty shake shorts I will kill someone." I meant the threat; too many times I was the fashion victim for Rosalie and Alice to dress up, which usually left me half dressed and my ass hanging out.

"What are you bitching about? I am the one she is setting up with Jasper's friend tonight. I haven't even met Jasper, what if Jasper is an asstard and his friend is even worse? I swear she is on overload. She thinks because she is in love, that we should be as well. So basically quit your bitching and help me escape this big ape when we get there. We will ditch the party and head home to watch movies. Because tonight I feel the need, the need for speed! What do you say?" I did feel bad for Rosalie; she was on the bad end of Alice's blind dates as often as I was.

"Ok, it has been too long since I have seen myself some half dressed Iceman. I will be there in about 20 minutes, do you want coffee?" I knew that if we were going out it required our routine of getting dressed coffee to get us caffeinated up before heading out.

"You know it, see you then." And she hung up.

I stopped off at Java Spot and got the usual for all three of us and headed towards our apartment. Rosalie came and opened the door for me as I was struggling to get my keys out to unlock it.

"Bella, get in here?" Alice squealed. I rolled my eyes at Rosalie and handed her the coffee.

"Alice, all I can say is it better be a great party. This is the only day this week I don't need to work or go to study group. I better not be wearing booty shorts either!" I raised my finger and pointed right at her. She just turned and walked towards her room. She walked to her ancient stereo and turned on some getting dressed music as loud as our bitchy neighbors would allow before complaining. She turned back to me and started dancing. I couldn't be mad at Alice for long and she knew that, and used it to her advantage very well. She had been my best friend for over 18 years. Rosalie joined our twosome three years later, and we have been inseparable since then.

"Bella, I have your costume laid out on your bed. We will all be wearing wigs so no hair time tonight, just make up. Go get dressed." She dismissed me with a small hand wave.

I walked into my bedroom and surveyed the outfit laying on my bed. The wig and wings were cute, but holy hell the bitch had me in booty skirt and stripped thigh high's again. I would need to shave off all my pubes to keep them from showing this damn thing was so short. I stormed back to Alice's room.

"You promised." I yelled over her music.

"Bella, come on you have the best ass of the three of us and you refuse to show it off. I put some boy shorts in there for you to wear under it. It won't show that much. Besides with your new tan you will be stunning! Just give it a chance, please for me. You know Jasper is going to be at this party and I am dying to spend some time with him. Try something new, please for me." She pleaded. She did have a huge thing for this Jasper; he was all she talked about for the last month.

Alice was a personal shopper and Jasper came in to buy some suits for work. He just landed his first real job and needed some real work clothes to wear. Well Alice was in heaven, spending other people's money and spending the afternoon with him. I did hope that he was different from the last guy that Alice fell in love with to find him fucking some other woman in the back room of the club. She was nicer than I was, I would have killed him then and buried his body in about twenty different locations throughout the city.

I closed my eyes and shook my head trying to bring myself back into the present. I looked at her pleading eyes and turned to Rosalie. Rosalie just mouthed the words 'she set me up with his friend' and I turned to go back to my room. I would wear whatever because I felt like I was coming out ahead on this deal.

I started the shower and when the water was the right temperature I climbed in. I washed my hair, and then shaved my legs and gave my little pus a nice trim. I wanted her to be in tip top shape in case made an appearance tonight, not that I was hoping for it, but it had been several months since I broke it off with Jake. A girl does have needs, you know? I dried off, rubbed myself down with lotion and walked into my room begin getting dressed.

I put on the black lace boy shorts, pulled the skirt up to my waist. I unlaced the red corset and held it up to my chest; I walked into Rosalie's room and turned my back to her. She took the black satin tie and began lacing it up. She laced it up completely and pulled it snug so my breast would provide lots cleavage at the top.

I left Rose's room and walked towards Alice's bathroom. I sat dutifully and waited for her to begin applying my makeup. She applied dark black eyeliner to the corners of my eyes and then a small line of red eyeliner, where the hell she found red eyeliner who knows. She dusted my chest and neck with red glitter and then applied blood red lip stick on my lips.

I put my stripped thigh hi's and my shoes on. I hooked my necklace and then snapped my black wrist cuff on. I was ready to hit this party, tonight was about trying something new.

I met Alice and Rosalie in the kitchen for our usual pre party shot. Alice poured the tequila and we each waited for the salute to come to us. Finally Rosalie said "To tonight not sucking!" and we all laughed.

"To tonight not sucking!" We all said and threw back the shots.

We arrived at Twilight and found a line that wrapped around the building. Rosalie looked nervous and Alice was bouncing up and down in her seat. She was having a hard time parking the Porsche she was so excited.

We walked up to the bouncer and Alice stepped forward.

"I believe we are on the list, Alice Brandon, Rosalie Hale, and Bella Swan." She batted her eyes at the large bouncer just for good measure. She used her contacts from work and got us into all the happening clubs and parties, sort of a 'you-scratch-my-back-I'll-scratch-yours-type-of-situation'.

"Yes, you are Ms. Brandon, but I would have let you in anyway. Enjoy your night." He flirted right back with her. We walked past him and into the club. The place was full and it was only 9pm. I was sure there was going to be plenty of disappointed people outside tonight; there was no way even a third of them were getting in here tonight.

Rosalie tugged on my arm and pulled me towards the bar. Alice went off in search of Jasper.

"What would you lovely ladies like tonight?" The bartender asked us.

"A Dirty Martini for me, and a Margarita for her, please." She cooed to him.

He stalked off to make the drinks and returned shortly with both drinks. We took our drinks and went in search of Alice. We found her cuddled up in a booth with a gorgeous man. He was dressed as an old fashioned Marshall of the Wild West. He had a cowboy hat, long leather duster jacket, gun belt, and tight fitting jeans. He finished his look off with cowboy boots, and it looked perfectly at home on him. He looked at her with the same devotion as she looked at him with. That moved him up a few notches in my book; anyone who treated Alice great couldn't be all that bad.

Alice jumped up to greet us. The man I assumed to be Jasper stood after her.

"Bella, Rosalie I want you to meet Jasper Whitlock." Her eyes danced with joy and expectation.

He held his hand out and I reached for it first, he took my hand and gently kissed the knuckles. A move you only saw in old westerns, but it made my knees buckle.

"Bella, it's a pleasure to meet you. I have heard so many good things from Alice I feel like I know you already. And you must be Rosalie, great costumes. If only half of the people in here were as original, I think I have seen ten Lady Gaga's alone. That isn't counting all of the Pink's running around here."

He took Rosalie's hand and gave her a kiss as well. "I am sorry that my friends aren't here yet. Emmett should be here shortly he was held up in traffic and Edward will be along later. His shift ran long at the hospital. Won't you all join me until they arrive, can I get you any drinks?"

Wow a real gentleman, exactly what Alice needed. He spoke in a slow, fluid pattern, and man that sexy southern drawl. He might just be the calm to Alice's storm; I could see how they would complement each other well.

Rosalie started towards the dance floor, "No thanks we are going to dance a little before everyone else joins us, Alice you staying?" She knew full well that unless Jasper came to dance there was no way Alice was joining us. She nodded her decline and we stumbled off.

The dance floor was packed, sweaty drunk bodies pressed up against each other all dancing out their worries that the week has left them with. Rosalie and I made our way to the far corner and had a semi clear spot to dance in; we turned towards each other trying to let the guys know that we weren't interested. That usually didn't work with Rosalie around, her beautiful body and blonde hair pulled them in by the truck loads.

Pink's 'So what' just came on and we both were having fun, dancing close to each other and not paying attention to the others around us. When a guy stepped up behind Rosalie and began dancing up against her. She stepped forward and we shifted away from the intruder. He just followed us; Rosalie turned towards him and leaned in to try to talk to him over the music.

"Thanks for the offer, but we are here together and I don't want to hurt her feelings by dancing with you, if you know what I mean." She gave me a wicked smile over her shoulder.

"No problem babe I can handle both of you, bring it on." He slurred at us and a smile took over his distorted face.

"Listen I tried to be nice, but you couldn't have that could you? So now I am going to tell you plain, BACK THE FUCK OFF NOW!" Rosalie was able to handle herself but it always made me unsure when we were surrounded like this. She gave our drunken visitor a slight shove.

"Hey Bitch, what's your problem, you too tough to take a little love from a real man?" He staggered back the few steps to us.

"You need a little help with this one?" The widest man I have ever seen asked Rosalie. She stood staring at our Good Samaritan with her mouth dropped open. He leaned in close and whispered "I'm Emmett, Jasper's friend." And flashed the most amazing smile I had ever seen. I had a feeling we weren't leaving the party anytime soon.

Emmett waited patiently for a response but Rosalie and I were too dumb struck to offer one, so he took control of the situation for us. He turned to our unwelcomed friend grabbed him by the collar and began to force him towards the exit. They had a heated exchange as they walked but we weren't able to hear it over the music and crowd. Emmett returned by himself, he approached Rosalie.

"I'm sorry about that, are you ok?" He leaned in close to her to speak.

"I'm fine; I could have taken care of it myself, but thank you for your intervention." Rosalie responded, I was amazed, usually Rosalie didn't allow this kind of behavior on her behalf. It usually pissed her off even more to have a man assume that she was incapable of taking care of herself, but tonight she was allowing and very thankful for the intervention.

He took her hand and led her back to the table. She had that sick, 'I'm in total love with you' look already and she only met him four minutes ago. What the hell, now I was left waiting to see if Edward was the ugly, nerdy friend that they felt sorry for. Because Jasper and Emmett had the goods, great bodies, good hair, nice muscles, and beautiful faces. Edward had to be as ugly as homemade sin, why me? Why didn't I say no, now there was no way Rosalie or Alice were taking pity on me that I had a date with the ugly one and help me escape early, shit. So much for trying something new, now I was going to pay for allowing Alice to talk me into this shit.

I drank a few too many drinks trying to prepare myself for Edward's arrival. I was convinced that he was ugly, and I would be stuck with him. So I ordered another from the bartender and waited for him to mix it for me.

I turned to see the most beautiful face on the planet sitting about three barstools down from me. He was holding a full Heineken in his hands and trying to look around casually for whomever he was missing. I looked away quickly, sure that he was here with someone, a female someone and he was looking for her.

We made eye contact as the bartender handed me my drink and I slipped him his tip. I picked up my drink and saluted the Sex god three stools down from me and turned to walk away. I knew there was no way he was alone so I left before I could make a fool of myself.

I sat at the table with the two suddenly in love couples and by this point I had drank a lot more than I usually have. Jasper and Alice decided to go and dance, Emmett and Rosalie also joined them. I decided to sit this one out because I wasn't sure I should trust my brain to tell my feet what to do. I leaned my head back on the booth and prayed that Alice and Rosalie took pity on me.

I could hear the group approaching, and I cringed. Alice was especially excited again, and that scared me even more. I just wanted to leave before Edward got here and hope fully save myself. The crowd parted and sure enough there was an extra body, great Edward was here and there was no escape now. I groaned and leaned my head forward on the table.

I felt him slide into the booth beside me, he leaned towards me and whispered "I will help you make your escape in 20 minutes, if I stay any less than that Jasper will ride my ass for not staying, deal?"

Maybe he wasn't so bad after all; at least he was sensible about this.

I slowly picked my head up and turned to greet him. I extended my hand and slowly our eyes met. Recognition kicked in and my mouth fell open. Alice and Rosalie squealed in the background and all other sound ceased to exist.

A slow lazy grin settled on his face and I noticed how inviting his lips are, truly a work of art.

"Bella it a pleasure to meet you, I'm Edward Masen, Jasper's friend, sorry I am so late it was a busy night." He took my hand and shook it, and I felt the warm calloused hands that instantly caused a warm glow to life in the pit of my stomach. The ache started as soon as he pulled his hand away. He slid a little closer and leaned into me again, thank god for loud club music.

"Sorry about the set up, I tried to get out of this but Jasper wouldn't have any of that shit. I hope you don't mind, I am glad to see him happy with Alice. She seems to be great for him. He has talked about her for weeks now, I am glad they get the chance to hang out." He seemed embarrassed about being here. I decided that I wasn't going to be anybody's pity date.

"Look asshole you can go, don't stay on my account, I got my big girl panties on, I can handle it." I placed my hand in the middle of his chest and tried to push past him in the booth, but he was stronger than he looked, so he didn't budge at all. I was sure that was the extra alcohol talking but I couldn't help it, I sat back down and waited until he decided that he was ready to move.

He placed a hand on my arm and began to speak to me. "Bella I am sorry, I didn't mean it like that I was trying to save you. I was going to give you an out if you didn't want to be here. I wasn't sure if I wanted to come but I am glad that I did now. I am sorry, I.. shit I am such asshole." He sighed and his shoulders slumped. He began to slide out of the booth.

I reached out to him and stopped him. "I guess we both came in here with our own expectations and didn't wait to see what the real story was. I'm sorry, why don't we start over? I'm Bella Swan, how are you?" I reached my hand out to him.

"It's my pleasure Bella, I'm Edward Masen. Do you want to dance?" He asked as he began to pull himself and me along with him towards the dance floor.

Edward's POV

I walked to my car, dead tired and really not feeling this costume party, good thing I could go as a Doctor and not have to bother with a silly costume. I did want a beer and there were none at my apartment so maybe I would stay a few minutes. I texted Emmett to see if he was at the club yet and if so what was I walking into.

Em-

Please tell me they are easy on the eyes!

E

I tapped the key lock button on my phone and started my car. I loved my new car; I thought it was as sexy as you could get with metal in mind, an Audi R8 in Midnight Blue. I felt the cars power vibrate in the driver's seat when I pushed the clutch in and pushed it in first gear and sped off towards the club.

A few minutes later Emmett responded to my text, I wasn't sure if the delay was good or bad. I tapped the screen and it showed me the new text message.

Eddie

Hurry I think Im in luv!

Em

Well at least one was good looking and Emmett had already taken her, so I could only cross my fingers. Usually there is one ugly step sister and I had the feeling by being the late comer she was now my date. Oh well at least I got a beer and then I could beg off and go home to sleep. Jasper always understood the long hours I worked.

I pulled up to the club and pulled up for valet to park the car. I grabbed my stethoscope and stepped out and gave the usual warning stare that every guy understands to mean 'scratch it and I kill you' and walked towards the bouncer.

"Edward Masen, guest of Jasper Whitlock." I offered.

He nodded and opened the door, and I walked into the loud, dark, smoky club. Jasper better appreciate this, the things you will do for a friend.

I immediately went to the bar and sat on a stool, when the bartender approached I asked for a Heineken. He sat it down in front of me and I slipped him enough for the beer and a tip.

I glanced around the room trying to find Jasper in this mess of people. I was hoping that him or Emmett were dancing, being as tall as they were sometimes it is easy to spot them on the dance floor. I scanned the dance floor and no such luck.

I felt the weird feeling you get when someone is staring at you so I looked around again, this time closer to me. I noticed her at the far left end of the bar, damn she was beautiful. She had a heart shaped face with large brown eyes, big beautiful suck-able lips that were painted blood red. Her hair was hidden under this short black and white wig with small amount of red at the crown. She wore the shortest skirt in the history of skirts with a large amount of tan thigh peeking out between the skirt and her black and white striped thigh high socks.

I was sure my mouth was standing open as I held my beer half way to my mouth. I did the only thing a man could do I started scanning the dance floor again, trying to look like I wasn't perving on her.

When I glanced back in her direction she was gone. I stood up and started walking towards the perimeter of the room where the booths were placed; maybe they were in a booth. I was about half way around the room when I saw Emmett stand up and lead a stunning blonde out on to the dance floor, followed by Jasper and whom I assumed to be Alice. I headed towards them. I was stopped by a tight grip on my forearm.

"I think I need a doctor's attention, could you help me?" She giggled and leaned in close to me. She reeked of alcohol. I was sure she was way past her limit, and wouldn't remember any help I gave her.

I decided to play it cool, "Sure would you like me to call you a cab?" I asked with all of the skills of an award winning actor.

"Asshole" She spat and walked or rather tripped away from me. I shrugged to her friend and turned to walk away.

I saw Emmett walking back towards the booths so I followed. When I reached Jasper I tapped him on the shoulder and asked "May I have a dance with your beautiful date here?"

He chuckled and grabbed me into a big hug and clapped me on the back. He stepped back and pulled Alice close to his side and wrapped his arm around her waist.

"Edward Masen, Alice Brandon, Alice, Edward. It's about time you got here; I thought you were ditching us."

I turned to Alice and shook her hand; she was looking me over while Jasper talked to me. I saw her out of the corner of my eye; she must be sizing me up for her friend. I smiled my most sincere smile and hoped it was enough.

Emmett and Rosalie noticed that Jasper and Alice were no longer with them and they returned to see what the holdup was. Emmett threw out his fist for a knuckle bump, and I responded with my own knuckles. He introduced Rosalie and I took her hand and shook it. She sized me up in a more obvious way, and gave a small smile when she reached my face again. I wasn't sure if I passed or if she was just drunk.

They all turned back for the booth and filed in. Rosalie slid in first, Emmett next, Jasper and then Alice, that left no more room. I moved over to the other open end of the booth, beside the other unknown partier. She had her head down on the table and all I could see was a mass of long dark curls, her tell tale wig thrown into the middle of the large table. She stiffened when she felt me slide in beside her, guessing my identity.

"I will help you make your escape in 20 minutes, any less than that and Jasper will ride my ass for not staying, deal?" I was hoping I was coming across correctly; she seemed less into this than I was. I wanted her to know that I wouldn't force anything on her.

She slowly raised her head up and scanned the other occupants of the booth and then turned to look at me. I was stunned, she was the beautiful angel at the bar looking me over, and she was even more beautiful up close. I spoke before my voice and all other conscious thought left me. "Bella it is a pleasure to meet you, I'm Edward Masen, Jasper's friend, sorry I am so late it was a busy night." I raised my hand to offer it to her, and she took my hand in hers. It was pure silk, her skin was so soft.

I noticed that she had on a red corset and it showed off her perfect collar bones and long graceful neck. I longed to lean in and brush my lips along those collar bones and follow her neck up.

I leaned in slightly before I could stop myself so I leaned in further and spoke quietly to her to cover up my mistake. "Sorry about the set up, I tried to get out of this but Jasper wouldn't have any of that shit. I hope you don't mind, I am glad to see him happy with Alice. She seems to be great for him. He has talked about her for weeks now, I am glad they get the chance to hang out."

Her face tensed and she leaned away from me quickly. She looked pissed off, what did I say; all I could think about was how wonderful she smelled. I wasn't sure what came out of my mouth so I wasn't sure how to fix whatever I said.

She placed her hand in my chest and began pushing. "Look asshole you can go, don't stay on my account, I got my big girl panties on, and I can handle it."

Oh shit, I guess I needed to fix this fast or she was out of here and there was no way I was going to get to know her if she left here pissed off at me. Think and think fast, you are supposed to be good under pressure well here is pressure and she is trying to leave you.

I placed my hand over hers and began to rub small circles on her wrist. I decided that honesty was the best policy. "Bella I am sorry, I didn't mean it like that, I was trying to save you. I was going to give you an out if you didn't want to be here. I wasn't sure if I wanted to come but I am glad that I did now. I am sorry, I.. shit I am such asshole." I slid out of the booth and before I could stand up to make room for her she grabbed my arm.

"I guess we both came in here with our own expectations and didn't wait to see what the real story was. I'm sorry, why don't we start over? I'm Bella Swan, how are you?" She smiled at me and I sat back down beside her. She reached her hand out again and I shook it.

"It's my pleasure Bella, I'm Edward Masen. Do you want to dance?" I turned her hand in mine and began pulling her from the booth towards the dance floor. I wanted to be closer to her and see her move her beautiful body.

I stopped when we reached the middle of the dance floor and turned to Bella. I pulled her close to me and we began moving to the music. She felt even better than I thought she would in my arms. I needed to have her closer to me, so I pulled her in and began whispering into her ear. Hoping that was a good cover for our close proximity.

"So Bella tell me about yourself." I hoped that I came across in the right amounts of sexy and not creepy.

"I live here in Seattle, I am currently in the middle of my Master's degree and I work for a small publishing company. I help edit books and provide feedback to the authors. I have lived in Washington for a while and I have been friends with Rose and Alice most of my life. I guess that is all there is to tell." And she bit her bottom lip between her perfect teeth. I had to stop myself from leaning in and kissing her until she let her lip go and I could suck it into my mouth to taste her. I let out a small groan.

"What about you Edward, what's your story?" She asked as she looked up at me from under her long eyelashes. I was hooked, that quick, she was beautiful in a pure form. She wasn't over done, she was a natural beauty.

"Well I am in my second year of residency at Seattle Grace hospital. I work terrible hours and I sleep very little. I have lived here for about 6 years now and I have also been best friends with Em and Jazz since we were in grade school, actually first grade." She moved her hand up on my chest and I hoped she couldn't feel my heart pounding in my chest.

We talked and danced for who knows how long. Time had little meaning when I was looking in Bella's eyes. We finally decided to go back to the booth and get another drink.

Emmett and Rosalie were gone when we got there, but Jasper and Alice were curled up together talking.

"Hey Edward I thought you two took off, we haven't seen you for several hours." Jasper raised his eyebrow at me as he spoke.

"No we were just dancing and getting to know one another. Where is Emmett and Rosalie?" I asked.

"They left about 20 minutes after you got here, something about having to get up early and Emmett offered Rosalie a ride home. Then Alice got a text saying don't wait up for her so I take it they decided to stay up late and not worry about tomorrow. Speaking of which I was thinking of taking off myself, since I rode with some of the guys from work, Alice was going to give me a ride home. Do you think you could give Bella a ride home for me?" Man he was not subtle at all.

"If that is ok with Bella I would be glad to." I turned to look at her and she was biting her lower lip in between her teeth again. Alice grabbed her hand and pulled her out of the booth.

"We are going to use the ladies room to powder our noses, we will be right back." Alice said sweetly as she drug Bella off towards the bathrooms.

I looked at Jasper and he just shrugged his shoulders at me. I smirked at him, I knew exactly how the conversation would go, something like this 'Bella I need to get laid, please ride home with Edward so I can jump Jasper's bones' and being the good girlfriend she is she will give in and allow me to drive her home. Which played into my plan exactly, because I would like a little alone time with Bella myself, I wasn't sure if she was a 'go all the way on the first time we meet girl', but I was hoping she was. All of her tanned soft skin I had been touching and smelling all night was enough to push any man over the edge.

Bella and Alice showed back up and Alice motioned to Jasper. She had apparently gotten Bella to see her side of the story, so Jasper rose and gave Bella a small hug goodbye. Bella then turned to Alice and they hugged and whispered something to each other, when Alice released Bella I turned to her and gave her a small hug as well.

"It was nice to meet you Alice, thanks for the great evening. I am glad I came." I was genuinely happy at how this evening turned out. How could I not be, each of us had ended up with three smoking hot women and they all three appeared happy to be with us.

Jasper clapped me on the back and said "Breakfast as usual tomorrow morning?" I nodded and they walked off.

Bella was still standing so I asked her "Are you ready to go?"She nodded. I took her hand and lead her towards the door.

I felt my phone vibrate in my pocket and I grabbed it quickly. I was praying that it wasn't the hospital, I had worked my required 24 hours and there was no way I was leaving Bella to go back to that hell hole tonight.

I unlocked the screen and tapped it to show me the text, it was from Jasper.

E

We are heading back to A's, any chance you could talk B into going home with you?

Let me know, if the coast is clear.

J

I turned to hand the slip to the valet and wait for my car to be brought around. Bella shivered and I was sorry that I didn't wear my jacket or even a lab coat for her to put on. I really wanted her covered up anyway, all those valets looking her over was just about to push me over the edge. I stepped closer and rubbed my hands up and down her arms. "Are you cold?" I asked her.

"Yeah, this seemed like a great idea earlier but not so much now." She motioned towards the costume and then chuckled.

I pulled her close and wrapped my arms around her. I took the opportunity when she huddled close to my chest to lean in and smell her hair. It smelled exactly like I imagined the sun would smell when it warms your skin.

The valet arrived with my car and I opened the door for Bella to climb in. She looked amazing climbing into my car with her long legs, short skirt and those high heels. I couldn't take my eyes off of that small amount of thigh showing between her skirt and thigh highs. I walked around the car, handed the valet his tip and slid in beside Bella. I buckled my seat belt and slid the car in gear.

As we left Twilight's parking lot I cleared my throat and turned to ask Bella the important question. "Bella I got a text from Jasper, he would like to go back to your apartment with Alice and wants to know if you will be home tonight? I can take you home or you are welcome to stay at my place with me. I have a guest room that has only been used once, so you will have a comfortable place to sleep." I glanced at her out of the corner of my eye, hoping that came out right. I sat anxiously waiting; I really wanted Bella to come home with me. I would love for us to end up in my bed, but even if that didn't happen I wasn't ready for this night to end with her.

"Hell no I don't want to go home if they are heading there, Alice is fucking loud and she likes it for hours. I won't get any sleep if we head over there so I guess your place wins." I threw my head back and laughed out loud at Bella's honesty and her words. When the word fuck came out of her mouth I knew that I wanted to hear her say that again. It made my dick hard instantly and I wanted to make her say that just before she came, and soon.

I grabbed my phone up from the console and tapped out a quick text to Jasper.

J

Bella is staying with me, we'll see how this goes,

Alice likes it loud and for hours, go get her!

E

It was hard concentrating on driving with Bella and all the skin that was exposed in my car. I felt like my dick was going to explode and my head was swimming. I couldn't wait to get back to my place and take her inside and hopefully to bed.

I reached over and ran the back of my fingers over her cheek and down her neck. She leaned in to my fingers. "Bella have I told you how beautiful you are, if I didn't I am sorry."

"No big surprise for you to say that tonight, I am dressed like a slutty angel." She laughed nervously. "I usually don't dress like this, I think Alice was trying to help me out but sometimes I wish she would leave me alone." She appeared embarrassed by her costume now that we were alone.

"Bella don't be silly you are beautiful and it has nothing to do with that costume. Sure it helps me see how sexy your body is, but you are beautiful without any of the help that so many women need now days." I was honest with her; she was beautiful in every way.

"Edward, I uh, umm, thanks." She replied.

I would have given any amount of money in the world to know what she was thinking right now. To know how she felt about me. Were we moving too fast? I wanted more with Bella not just a night of pleasure, although I am sure that any night spent with her would give me just that, lots and lots of pleasure.

I was saved from anymore awkward conversations as I pulled into the parking garage of my building. I parked in my space and came around to open Bella's door. I took her hand and helped her out of the car and I was rewarded with a peek at her black lacy boy shorts. Sure I had been peeking at them all night from behind her, but now I was able to see the front. I wanted to drop down on my knees and bury my head in her lace encased pussy, right here in the parking garage. I was hard again, and that shit was hard to hide in scrubs.

I took her hand and led her into the elevator with me. When the doors closed I turned to her and placed my hand on her face, fanning it out so that it covered her cheek and down her neck. I wanted to touch as much of her as possible. I leaned in to whisper into her ear "Bella can I kiss you?"

She nodded at me and bit her lip in between her teeth again. I was finally going to get my fantasy. I leaned in and slowly stroked my thumb across her imprisoned lip. I gently tugged downward on her lip until she released it and when she did I stepped forward and sucked it into my mouth. She opened her mouth for me and moaned the sexiest moan from deep in her throat. She stepped closer to me and wrapped her hands around my neck. Her body was pressing against me from our knees on up. I moved my hand from her cheek down to her waist. I could feel her warm skin in the small sliver that was exposed between her skirt and her top; it was more than I could take right then. I pulled my mouth away from her and kissed down her neck, rubbing small circles on her perfect waist.

The elevator bell rang signaling that we had arrived on my floor. I pulled away from Bella and took her hand in mine as we exited the elevator. We walked down the short hallway to my apartment in silence. I glanced at her out of the corner of my eye to make sure I hadn't freaked her out. She had a happy smile on her face so I assumed she was fine.

When we reached my door I pulled out my key and opened it and motioned her in first. I walked through the door and placed my keys on the hall table where they always go, and slipped my shoes off. Bella followed my lead and reached down to take her heels off. I grabbed her hand to stop her. "You don't have to do that, I just take off the ones that I have worn around the hospital. I can't stand the idea of walking bare footed around on the same floor I walked on with these shoes, you know?"

She placed her hand on my shoulder for support and said "It's ok, I want to. I have been wearing these things for too many hours; it will feel great to have them off." She pulled them both off and placed them on the floor beside my old hospital sneakers. They looked real good on my floor.

"You hungry?" I asked her trying to distract myself and not take her against the wall in my foyer. I'm sure that would be hot, but not the impression I wanted to make with Bella.

"No, I am good. We had some fried greasy food before we got to the club and a few appetizers while we were at the club waiting for you, but you can eat if you want to, don't let me stop you." She followed me through the apartment. I was shutting all the blinds. She would stop to look at things here or there, usually pictures I had displayed. I love taking pictures and I had lots of them around to remind me why I was taking on this crazy lifestyle I had now. So later when it mattered I could dictate my schedule and enjoy more of my life.

I ended in the living room and I sat down on the couch, and she sat facing me. She tried to tuck the short skirt around her legs, but it just wasn't long enough to cover her.

"Would you like a t shirt and some boxers to sleep in?" She nodded and I headed off to my room to get her something to sleep in. I was disappointed that she would be wearing anything, but I held that in. I stopped at my dresser and opened the top drawer; I pulled out a pair of boxer shorts, opened the second drawer and pulled out a t shirt, and then opened the next drawer and pulled out a pair of sweats for me. I turned to walk back into the living room to give the clothes to Bella to find her standing against the door frame watching me.

I handed her the clothes and turned to walk into my bathroom. I turned on the light and left the door open. I pulled my scrub top over my head and threw it in the hamper; I pulled the string that held the bottoms up and looked up to meet Bella's eyes. She moved into my room and sat down on the bed. She held my gaze without looking away or embarrassed, so I pushed the scrubs down and stepped out of them. I pulled my socks off and threw all the clothes in the hamper, and closed it. I stepped back into the sweats and walked back out to my room, turning out the bathroom light.

That left the bedroom in partial shadows because I had not bothered to turn a light on when I went in, the hall light was enough for me. Now I was glad that I left it off, seeing Bella in the dim hall light was so perfect. I sat down on the bed beside her, and took in a deep breath.

"Bella, I am going to be honest with you, ok? I want to undress you and climb into this bed and make love for hours to you. But I need to know that is ok with you, I know this is moving kind of fast and if you want to slow it down now is the time. Because I am only human and once you get in this bed I am not going to be strong enough to let you go, so you have to tell me what you want here." I looked deep into her eyes waiting to see the doubt or fear; instead I saw excitement and joy. She gave a slight nod to me.

"Bella is that a yes, you got to say it out loud for me, so there is no confusion." I pleaded with my words and my eyes, hoping she was just as caught up as I was.

"Yes Edward." My name came out as a moan from her mouth and I reached over and pulled her in for another hard kiss, how could someone I knew for only a few hours get under my skin so easily? I needed her more than I have ever needed anyone, usually girls threw themselves at me and I enjoyed them and never looked back. Don't get me wrong I wasn't jumping in bed with every woman I saw, either way none of them affected me the way Bella did. I couldn't leave this room right now if it was on fire, falling in around us or any other natural disaster was occurring. All I could do right now is enjoy the feel of Bella under my fingertips, under my mouth and against my skin. Just Bella she is all that exists right now.

Bella's POV

I saw Edward reach for his phone and read a text message, smiling briefly and sliding it back in to his pocket. He didn't comment on the text so I assumed that it was from work.

I shivered slightly, trying to hide my skin and the chills that the night air had left there. Edward walked over to me "Are you cold?" He asked and began rubbing his hands up and down my arms trying to warm them. He didn't have a coat to offer so I guess he was doing everything he could to help. I couldn't wait for the car to arrive, first to see what kind of car he drove, second because it will get me out of this cold air, and lastly to get me away from these super creepy valets looking me over.

"Yeah, this seemed like a great idea earlier but not so much now." I motioned towards the costume and then chuckled.

When the valet pulled up with the most beautiful Audi R8 I wanted to drop down on the seat, throw my legs open and begin stroking my pussy for Edward. I was so wet and I needed some relief, it was hard on us women when we suffered from sexual frustration, we weren't immune to that like guys though we were.

I slid into the car when Edward opened the door for me, making sure that my skirt slid up a little higher for him to see more of my thighs, I noticed his eyes drifting there often during the course of the evening, I was pretty sure that he wanted to see more of them.

He buckled his seat belt and cleared his throat and turned to face me. "Bella I got a text from Jasper, he would like to go back to your apartment with Alice and wants to know if you will be home tonight? I can take you home or you are welcome to stay at my place with me. I have a guest room that has only been used once, so you will have a comfortable place to sleep."

I had to forcefully restrain myself from giving a fist pump in the air, I would play a little hard to get but oh yes I wanted to end up in Edward Masen's apartment tonight and hopefully in his bed.

"Hell no I don't want to go home if they are heading there, Alice is fucking loud and she likes it for hours. I won't get any sleep if we head over there so I guess your place wins." I wanted him to know I was used to using and hearing words like fuck often. So he would know that I liked a good hard fuck against the wall and dirty talk while he was giving it to me. Please tell me the good Doctor could talk dirty, please.

He threw his head back and laughed a sexy throaty laugh at my comment, I am sure he has had to live with at least one 'loud sex' roommate somewhere along the way. So he should understand, Alice and Jasper would keep me up for hours and I didn't want to listen to anyone else getting good sex if I wasn't so Edward's place it was.

He grabbed his phone and tapped out a quick text to Jasper I assume because he never asked for directions to my place.

He reached over and ran the back of his fingers over my cheek and down my neck. I leaned in to his fingers; he hand felt so warm and caused shivers to run down my spine. "Bella have I told you how beautiful you are, if I didn't I am sorry." He whispered to me.

"No big surprise for you to say that tonight, I am dressed like a slutty angel." I laughed nervously. "I usually don't dress like this, I think Alice was trying to help me out but sometimes I wish she would leave me alone." I was embarrassed by my costume now that we were alone, I didn't want him to think that I was some kind of a slut that went out half dressed and tried to hook up with the first guy she could.

"Bella don't be silly you are beautiful and it has nothing to do with that costume. Sure it helps me see how sexy your body is, but you are beautiful without any of the help that so many women need now days." I think I just came in my underwear without the first touch from Edward at all. How did he have this power over me, I am sure this will be a problem when I can think straight, but now I just wanted to feel him pressing into me.

"Edward, I uh, umm, thanks." That was the only coherent thought I could force out of my brain.

He turned into the parking garage of his building and parked in a spot close to the elevator. He got out and came to open my door; he extended his hand and helped me out of the car. I rewarded him with a small peek at my black lacy boy shorts and my wet pussy below them. I felt his hands trace the lace edge across my ass earlier when we were on the dance floor; I closed my eyes and imagined him removing them with his teeth.

I followed him to the elevator and when the doors closed he leaned in towards me. I could feel his breath on my cheek, while his other hand was splayed open covering my cheek and down to my neck.

Just his touch alone was making me lightheaded. He leaned in again to whisper into my ear "Bella can I kiss you?"

I nodded and bit my lip between my teeth to keep from moaning out loud. He slowly stroked his thumb across my lip. He gently tugged downward on it until I released it and when I did he stepped forward and sucked it into his mouth. I opened my mouth for him and moaned from deep in my throat right into his mouth. He increased the pressure on my mouth and I stepped closer to him and wrapped my hands around his neck.

Our bodies were pressed against each other causing sparks to ignite all over my body. He moved his hand from my cheek and slid it down to my waist. I could feel his rough hand touching my stomach right between the skimpy skirt and my top; it was more than I could take right then.

My knees went weak and I knew this was definitely going to be the most sexually satisfying experience I had ever had.

He pulled his mouth away and began kissing down my neck, barely missing the spot right behind my ear that causes me to moan every time and all the while he was rubbing small circles on my waist. I was losing consciousness; I felt lightheaded and dizzy from the intense sensations, and I couldn't think at all, thank god he was a doctor and could revive me if I passed out.

I heard the elevator bell ring to signal we had arrived at his floor; he took my hand and led me out into the hallway. I saw his massive erection and was pleased to see he was just as bothered by our elevator encounter as I was. He stopped a few doors down and placed his key in the lock, opened the door and motioned for me to step in. He stopped and removed his tennis shoes at the door and dropped his keys in a dish on the hall table.

I followed in his lead and began reaching for my shoes as well. I felt his hand on my arm to stop me, maybe that was a fantasy of his sex with the heels on. I wasn't opposed to trying it.

"You don't have to do that, I just take off the ones that I have worn around the hospital. I can't stand the idea of walking bare footed around on the same floor I walked on with these shoes, you know?"

I shuddered slightly to think of all the gross stuff he must come across in the hospital.

I placed my hand on his shoulder for support and said "It's ok, I want to. I have been wearing these things for too many hours; it will feel great to have them off." I slid them both off and placed them on the floor beside his worn sneakers. I had to stop myself from giving a little squeal when I saw our shoes together on the floor in his entryway, it was so cheesy but I liked the sight.

"You hungry?" He asked.

"No, I am good. We had some fried greasy food before we got to the club and a few appetizers while we were at the club waiting for you, but you can eat if you want to, don't let me stop you."

I followed him through the apartment trying to see how he lived. Everything was in it's place but not in a cold sterile way, it looked lived in and cozy. He had eclectic furniture pieces but they all went together well, and framed photos all over the house.

I glanced at each of them and was struck by the fun honesty in the faces I saw in there. Many were of him, Emmett and Jasper enjoying camping, hiking, and whitewater rafting. I was struck by the feeling that he was a person that could complete the missing part of my life.

I walked along the back of the large brown sofa, and ran my hand along the cool leather. I could imagine what it would feel like pressed against my stomach as Edward took me from behind; I shook my head to clear my thoughts and come back to the present. I walked around the couch and sat down across from Edward, I tried to cover myself with my nonexistent skirt, but that wasn't working.

"Would you like a t shirt and some boxers to sleep in?" He asked and rose when I nodded at him. I followed him down the hall to his room, he never bothered to turn on the light when he entered and I watched his back ripple as he moved his muscles opening and closing drawers getting me something to sleep in. I leaned against the doorjamb like I had seen Marilyn Monroe do once in a movie, I hoped it was as sexy as she made the move seem.

He turned to walk out of the room and caught my eye. He stopped short and we just stared at each other, each one waiting for the other to make the first move. I could hear his staggered breathing and could feel the sexual tension in the air. It crackled like small bolts of lightning and lit up the air.

He walked over and handed me the clothes and turned to walk into his bathroom. He turned on the light and left the door open. I watched as he pulled his shirt over his head and threw it in the hamper; He pulled the string that held the bottoms up and looked up to meet my eyes.

I couldn't look away, I wasn't sure what was happening between us, but whatever it was I wanted it.

I didn't trust my voice so I simply moved to sit on the bed, and watched him push the scrubs down and stepped out of them, and stepped back into the sweats. He had the most amazing underwear, small, black and tight fitting.

He turned out the bathroom light, and stalked towards me. He sat beside me and took a deep breath.

"Bella, I am going to be honest with you, ok? I want to undress you and climb into this bed and make love for hours to you. But I need to know that is ok with you, I know this is moving kind of fast and if you want to slow it down now is the time. Because I am only human and once you get in this bed I am not going to be strong enough to let you go, so you have to tell me what you want here."

I was overwhelmed, never had I been with a man who gave a rat's ass what I wanted; they usually wanted one thing, sex and lots of it. They never cared if they were moving too fast, Edward's thoughtfulness made me want to say yes all the more. I knew he would be a caring sensitive lover and besides I saw his obvious erection earlier. I knew he was going to take me places I had never been before, so I nodded.

"Bella is that a yes, you got to say it out loud for me, so there is no confusion." He pleaded with his eyes and his words. I couldn't say no to him, no matter what he was asking me for, and no matter if this meant a broken heart later. Now was all that mattered and he wanted me right now.

"Yes Edward."

He pulled me in for a kiss, and then he stood up and pulled me with him. He turned my body around to face the door. He dropped to his knees and slowly slid my thigh highs down my legs placing kisses all along the newly exposed flesh. I stepped out of the first thigh high and he repeated the process for the second one. When both were removed he began placing kisses up my legs right to the edge on my skirt, and then he stood up. He pulled my hair over to one shoulder and leaned in to sniff it.

"Bella you smell amazing, what kind of perfume do you wear?" He whispered, his breathe tickling the spots where he placed open mouth kisses.

"None, I do have several kinds of lotion that I use, I can't remember what I used tonight, sorry." I responded, my brain barely able to remember my name at this moment.

His hands slid down the back of the corset I wore and he untied the satin ribbon, and began unlacing it. I held the front to my breasts in preparation for when he had it completely untied. He dropped the ribbon to the floor and slid his hands inside the corset and around to my stomach.

I felt my muscles tighten with the warm sensations his fingertips sent along my skin. He flattened his hands to my skin and slid them up to cup each of my breasts. I let go of the corset and it fell to the floor. I reached up and placed my hands over his, and groaned when he flicked my hard nipples. I threw my head back and held his hands to my sensitive nipples. He twisted and pulled on them stoking the slow building fire in my stomach into a roaring blaze.

His hand left my breasts to pull the skirt past my hips and allowed it to drop down my legs and I stepped out of it and kicked it across the room. He again dropped to his knees and placed kisses along my waist line and down over my lace covered ass. He then pulled them down in a swift motion and kissed me again along the back of my thighs. I could feel the moisture flood to my pussy and I was on fire. I needed his touch in any way he wanted to give it to me, I just needed to feel his skin touching me.

"Bella place your knees up on the bed for me." He whispered right into my ear, his voice low and throaty.

I moved closer and placed each knee on the bed, and Edward's hand ran up the inside of each thigh, stopping right before he reached the spot I wanted to feel him most. He nudged each thigh out a little until I was in the right position and then he dropped to his knees. His height allowed him to be able to reach his face right into my core on his knees and I dropped down onto my forearms trying to see his next move. The anticipation was almost as good as the touches, almost.

He was close enough that I could feel his breath on me and closed my eyes waiting to feel his lips instead. He rewarded my patience, and leaned in to place a gentle kiss on my wet outer lips. I gasped and leaded into him. I felt his smile on my sensitive skin and he opened his mouth and licked me with his flat tongue. He started at my clit and licked until he reached my opening and then placed his tongue inside me, deep inside me. I instinctively leaned into him again, and I bit down on the comforter moaning into it. He continued licking me up and down always stopping to apply pressure on my clit, causing it to swell and pulse with desire. His hands spread me open and he licked me again from my clit to my opening. He leaned back and whispered "Don't move". He stood and left the edge of the bed, I heard him moving around in the closet and he returned. He slid his sweat pants and underwear down and dropped back down on to his knees.

I heard the vibrator turn on and felt him place it against my clit. He reached up with his other hand and slid a finger inside me, then added another finger.

"Fuck Edward, oh my god." I bit down on the comforter again to keep from screaming out his name.

I felt the tension building as he pumped his fingers in and out of me.

"Bella, come for me baby, you are so tight I need you to be real wet so I can slide in."He leaned forward so I could feel his hard on pressed against my ass while his fingers slid in and out and the vibrator pulsed against my clit. All of the sensations were closing in on me and I felt the pull in my stomach reach out and drag me over the edge.

"EDDWAARD, ahh!" Was the only sound that would escape my lips, it was hard to vocalize the explosion that took place on the inside of me, colors, sounds and sensations were indescribable.

I felt my knees give way and Edward's hand pull me back up. He dropped the vibrator to the floor and stepped in to my still open thighs. His hand traveled down my sweat covered back causing shivers to follow after his hands.

He placed the head of his cock at my entrance and slowly pushed in, inch by exquisite inch he slid in until he was all the way in. I felt my body swell at the feeling of him inside me, more than a sexual feeling, more of a feeling of finding what I never knew I was looking for. I closed my eyes and slid my ass towards him slightly to encourage him to begin the dance between our bodies.

Edward pulled all the way out before pushing back in, each time I felt my body open for him and him pushing on all the right spots with his body.

He reached over and moved my left leg forward a little, and caused my body to tighten on him as he pushed in again. I gasped and felt the room begin to spin. My body pulled me higher and begged for him to continue to push me towards the release I wanted, again.

His hands placed on my ass, he slipped his thumbs down on my outer lips and pulled them open just as he slammed back into me again. That was the last push I needed.

No words this time only sounds came out as I came.

"Oooh, ungh."

"Bella" he whispered into my back as he spilled into me.

He slid out of me and grabbed the blankets and threw them back for us to climb in together. "Stay with me tonight Bella, please." He asked, and I nodded.

He pulled me up to the pillows with him and wrapped his arms around me.

He kissed me on the forehead and whispered "Sleep my love, you deserve it. Sweet Bella sleep."

And I drifted off wrapped in his arms, immediately.

I slept the rest of the night, no dreams, no moving, just deep peaceful sleep.

And I woke up at 9 feeling like I had rested for two days, and not just a few hours.

I twisted to see Edward's face, and he was staring at me.

"How long have you been awake?" I asked him embarrassed that he was watching me, I knew I talked in my sleep so I was also afraid of what I might have said.

"Just a few minutes, how did you sleep?"

"Wonderfully, what about you, surely you must still be exhausted after a 24 hour shift and then dancing and sex last night. You can go back to sleep if you want I will catch a cab home." I bit my lip hoping he would notice and realize that this was not what I really wanted to do today.

"I have a better idea Bella, why don't we shower and I will drive you home, you can change and I will take you to breakfast with me and the boys. How does that sound?" He threw both hands behind his head and I stared at his muscled chest, unsure if this was a good idea. I didn't want to ruin the tradition; I knew how important our girl traditions were to us three. I contemplated a little too long because Edward started talking again.

"Come on you know Jasper is going to bring Alice, so you two will have something to talk about, us." He laughed and began tickling me.

"Ok, I will go if you stop tickling me. What time are we supposed to meet them there?" I glanced at the clock.

"In about 30 minutes so let's get a move on Bella." And he slapped my bare ass as he jumped up and ran to the shower.

We showered in no time, I had to promise Edward shower sex next time so he would just shower right now. I was jumping up and down on the inside at the possibility of a next time with Edward.

I put on his t shirt and boxers and gathered my clothes from last night. We made our way down to his car, and in no time we were at my apartment. I went in and called for Alice, no answer. She was gone and so was Jasper, no sign of Rosalie either.

Edward followed me into my room and watched me pull out a clean bra and pair of matching underwear. Black lace with pink satin underneath, and the underwear tied on the sides with a pink satin ribbon.

He smiled at these and leaned back on my bed to watch me pull them on. I grabbed a pink t shirt and a pair of simple jean shorts. I pulled my hair into a pony tail and slipped on some flip flops. I brushed my teeth and walked back into the bedroom.

I grabbed Edward's hand and pulled him up off of the bed.

We locked the front door and left the apartment. We were going to be about 10 minutes late, but all in all not too bad all things considered.

He parked and came around to open my door for me. I took his hand and stepped out of the car, I glanced around the parking lot and didn't see Alice's car and I got nervous. What if I was the only girl here, I didn't want that.

Edward noticed my hesitation and pulled me along. "It will be fine Bella, I promise." He smiled.

"How many other girls have you brought to this breakfast?" I asked him, knowing that I really didn't want to know the answer but I couldn't hold the words in.

He opened the door for the diner and answered "None, you're the first."

I met his eyes and begged the tears to not slip out.

"Bella!" I turned at my name being shouted, and saw Rosalie and Alice both sitting at a table with Jasper and Emmett, all four looking very satisfied and very sleepy.

"Bella Swan, who knew you had it in you, going home with a man on the first date." Alice teased.

"Well if it isn't Beauty and the Beast, want to tell us why the two of you are so late this morning? You know we meet at 10 am sharp, Mr. Masen, why are you late?" Emmett chided Edward as he bumped knuckles in greeting; Edward turned to Jasper to repeat the gesture.

"Because a certain asstard and his beautiful girlfriend left Bella stranded at my house without any clothes to wear this morning, so we had to run by her house to grab her something better than my boxers and t shirt to wear to eat." He smiled a grin that indicated he really wasn't put out by this little inconvience at all. I elbowed him in the ribs, and he grabbed me and pulled me close and kissed my temple.

Alice and Rosalie both noticed the gesture and raised an eyebrow at me. I just shrugged my shoulders and sat beside Edward. He slid his chair closer to mine and we all ordered breakfast.

After a few hours of eating, laughing, and having a great time Alice suggested we head over to the water park since it was an unseasonable warm day. We all agreed.

I rode back to our apartment with Rosalie and Alice to gather our stuff. Emmett, Jasper and Edward all took separate cars to their apartments to do the same. A little while later all three guys showed up at our apartment in Emmett's jeep. We all piled in and we headed off to the water park.

After a day at the Water Park we all had lots of fun. Edward, Jasper and Emmett were the perfect complement to us girls, strong enough to not get lost, but not so strong that they outshined us either. As a group we were just about perfect.

We were all quiet on the way home, tired from our late night and busy day.

I leaned against Edward's shoulder and closed my eyes, as I drifted off to sleep I had a thought that I just had to ask him then.

"Edward" I whispered in his ear.

"Yes love" He whispered back to me.

"Where did you get a vibrator? They are usually a girl's toy, not many guys have one lying around."

He chuckled and said"Gag gift from Jasper for last year's birthday, first time I have used it I swear!"

"Oh ok, I was wondering." He kissed me on the head and I closed my eyes again.

He gently shook me awake when we arrived at my apartment. We all climbed out of the jeep and headed upstairs. Edward followed me into my bedroom where I dropped my bag of stuff. I turned to walk out and ran right into his chest; he was closer than I thought.

"Bella come back to my place with me again tonight please. I have off tomorrow and then I will work three days straight, and I can't imagine not seeing you tonight and tomorrow. Did you have any plans?"

"No I didn't usually we take it easy on Sunday and just clean, or hang out. I guess I can miss out on that here, if you promise to feed me. Jasper tells me you are a great cook, so you must promise to cook for me."

"Deal, anything you want. Why don't we ask the others to come over for dinner with us?" We sounded like an old married couple already.

We walked back into the living room to see the other two couples snuggled up watching a movie.

"Hey I am going to stay with Edward tonight, but we wanted you all to come and eat dinner with us tomorrow, say about 5, Edward is cooking."

"Dude only if you make that pasta with shrimp and cream sauce." Emmett was suddenly interested in tomorrow's plans.

"Sure, if that is what you want." Edward shrugged.

Jasper and Alice nodded their approval, and I headed off to my room to pack a bag this time for the stay.

No sooner than I stepped foot in my bedroom Rosalie and Alice came thundering in and slammed the door shut.

"Spill it Isabella Marie Swan, you know you have details we want. What the hell, now you and Edward are spending the night together and making dinner for all of us? What the hell happened last night?" Alice squealed.

"Ssshh" Rosalie and I both signaled at the same time.

"Do you want them to hear us in here or what, bet you five bucks they are all listening at the door? Keep it down Alice, now Bella spill it." Rosalie commanded.

"Nothing happened, well actually something, he is amazing. Sex is out of this world and that is not all. He is so thoughtful and caring, so different from all the other guys I have ever been with. This is moving so fast, we just met last night but I feel like I can't breathe when we are apart. When he asked me to stay with him tonight I couldn't say no. Renee always says that means it is a real soul mate when you do things that go against all you have ever done and you don't regret or worry about doing those things. I am not ready to say that we are soul mates yet, but I do know I want to know everything about Edward and spend time trying to find out if we are mean to be, you know."

Rosalie and Alice both had that 'we all in a sappy loving relationship and we are happy about it looks'.

"Now help me find something that will knock his socks off because he made me come several times last night and I want to return the favor tonight."

Packing my bag took way longer than it should, but Rosalie and Alice wanted details and for once I wanted to share them.

With my bags packed and all the goodbyes said Edward and I drove off in my car to his apartment.

We stopped and grabbed some Chinese take out on the way there and ate sitting in the floor of his living room. We laughed and talked for hours, just enjoying each other's company.

When we were finally done with dinner we headed back towards the bedroom. He carried my bag into his bedroom and sat it down on top of his dresser. He turned towards me and pulled me into his arms.

"Bella, I have something I want to say to you, but I don't want to scare you so hear me out ok?"

I was already freaked out, how do you start a conversation with that preface and not scare the other party.

"Ok"

"Bella I don't want to put a name to what we have because we haven't been together long enough to pick a name for what we are, but I can tell you this. I have never been this happy with someone else. I can't stand the thought of being away from you; it hurts to think about it. I don't want to scare you away by moving too fast so please just promise me that you will talk to me and we can work through this together. I want to take it one day at a time and do whatever feels right, but I need you with me however you are comfortable with, ok?" He looked down at the floor like a small child that was forced to tell the truth to his parents.

I chuckled and he looks up at me. "Edward I had the same talk with Rose and Ali back at my apartment, using almost the same words. All my other relationships I went step by step for the perfect relationship and guess what they weren't prefect at all, so with this one I want to do what we feel and take any step we want. Who cares if they aren't in the right order? I agree with you, if we talk this through we should be able to work out any kinks in us. I have to admit I was afraid that I was jumping into this 'thing' all by myself and I was afraid that I would get hurt when I found out that you weren't ready for more than a one night thing. I am glad to hear you feel the same way." I pulled him close and he wrapped his arms around me as well.

"Now how about you go back in that closet and pull out all of your toys and let's see if we can try them all out!"

Edward's POV

(Two years in the future)

"Bella get in here, hurry!" I yelled at her hoping she was home already. I was officially done with med school and residency. I was on my own, no more school! Bella finished her Master's program about two weeks ago and so I felt like we should celebrate.

She didn't know this was so much more than a simple end of school celebration. I wanted to take Bella away on a tour of Europe and while we were there get married. I knew she wanted to see Italy, and I was hoping she wanted to get married there as well.

I had all the travel arrangements planned out and tickets had been purchased. Jasper and Alice, Rosalie and Emmett would be joining us as well. I called my parents and Bella's Mom and Step Dad, and her Dad they could all join us once we reached Italy. So everyone that was important would be with us.

I heard the shower running in our bathroom so I walked in and sat down.

"Bella I hope there is room in there for me." I called out to her, hoping I didn't scare her.

"The water is almost cold, you better get in quick." She called back to me.

I shed all my clothes and grabbed the ring out of my pocket, and stepped into the shower.

"Hey baby I am so glad you are here. I was afraid I would be here by myself and I wasn't in the mood for that today. I want to celebrate, can you believe that all the hard work is done and now we get to the easy part?" I asked feeling a little nostalgic knowing that the time to be a real grown up has arrived, in so many ways. I was ready to take the step but that doesn't stop you from feeling like you need to pause before taking it.

She turned to face me and kissed me, I knew that I was making the right choice without any doubts, so I dropped to one knee and opened the ring box.

The End


Silent Admissions




I walked down the hallway in the conference center. It was going to be another busy ass day. It already started off wrong. I overslept, and then I spilled my coffee on my favorite shirt; so now I wore one of Alice's, which was a little too tight. And based on that fact alone I had been hit on four times. I looked like a hooker; who could blame them. But seriously, I was a fucking professional. Not a professional hooker, I was good at my job. The best, man or woman. The Best!

I paced up and down in the hallway and tried to organize my stuff for the presentation. I was next, and I was right behind our biggest competitor's, Cullen, McCarty and Whitlock. Those fuckers nailed down everything they touched. I always tried to get my ad pitched before theirs so that I could seal the deal before they had a chance to sink their hooks into the client. I wanted to be optimistic but I wasn't one-hundred-percent sure I could actually do this.

"Well, Bella, at least that shirt might help with something." Rosalie tossed out as the door opened and we stood staring into a room full of men. Middle aged, half bald men. I gathered my boards and marched into the room like I owned the fucking place.

I stepped out again when the presentation was all over. I felt good but who the hell knew. I had to sit and wait while they discussed it with the Board of Directors. They would get back with me. I walked away, again, still feeling like I had done my best and that was all I could do. Rose texted Alice as we walked down the street to the first pub we could find. I needed a drink and I needed it now. I wanted to shake off the mess that was this day.

I turned the corner and slammed into a large brick wall. "Woah, babe, sorry about that. Did I hurt anything?" His hands slid up and down my arms, lingering along the section that would put him the closest proximity to my breasts…my breasts on display in the too small shirt that Alice loaned me. "Because I certainly don't want to harm a hair on your pretty little head. What's your name, sweetheart?"

I stood there stunned. He had the audacity to talk to me that way while his buddies stood back and laughed at me. His beautiful face and sexy, just rolled out of bed, hair was enough to make me want to throw myself down and let him have his way with me. But I could see in his eyes that he got that same reaction from lots and lots of women. He got it enough that he was too self assured, too cocky. He expected me to drop onto my knees and suck his cock right there on the street corner and that just was not going to happen. No matter how good looking he was. In fact, all I wanted to do right now was put him in his place, once and for all. I knew that if I kicked him in the balls then he would only feel that for a short time and he would just place blame on me. I wanted something that would humiliate him for the rest of his life, so I pulled out the small amount of sign language that I remembered and began to sign to him. His mouth dropped open and he stepped back. I no longer felt his hands on my arms or ghosting across the swell of my breasts either so it must have worked.

He began to stammer and stumble over his words. "I'm…I'm so sorry. I didn't mean to hurt you, are you hurt?" I began to sign again, he had no idea that I was saying that I liked spaghetti for dinner. I signed something else…'my mother has a beautiful face.' He just kept stammering and trying to speak. Finally I motioned to my ears and made gestures that let him know that I couldn't hear. He reached into his expensive suit and grabbed a pen and note pad. He wrote 'I'm sorry' and handed the note to me. I wrote 'Okay' and handed it back to him.

As I walked off with Rose in tow, thankfully she stayed silent the whole time, I heard his buddies laughing their asses off at him. They mocked him for trying to use his charm on a woman who couldn't even hear his best asset. I snickered but held it deep inside; too close to him and he could still possibly hear me, discovering my deception.

I enjoyed dinner and drinks with my girls and went home a little tipsy. And that night, as I slept, I dreamt of my snarky, self assured, over confident, sexy God that I met on the street that afternoon. I dreamt of him doing all the dirty things to me that I was sure he was extremely proficient at…the things that I heard Alice and Rose talk about doing with their boyfriends…the things that I missed out on, not all the time, but every so often, I did miss them…the things that made my body scream for release and it screamed for the one man that I knew, without a doubt, could give me those things…the cocky, self assured bastard that made my pussy tingle and my heart race with just a look and a few words.

I reached over and pulled my trusty friend out of the nightstand drawer, flipping the switch and feeling it pulse to life. I couldn't reach my clit fast enough with it, no foreplay was needed. I was turned on and ready to just be fucked hard. My thumb pushed the switch into the highest setting as I slid it as far inside of me as it would fit. There was something about having it deep that turned me on.

I felt the evidence of my arousal leaking out of me and down onto my hand. I pulled the Rabbit out and flipped over onto my knees. I planted my face and chest down on the mattress and push the Rabbit back inside. I pushed the next switch and waited for the thrusting action to begin. My left hand slipped down and coated fingers with my arousal and then made its way towards my ass. I lightly ran my finger over the hole there. Sometimes I pushed inside, but tonight was about the anticipation of it, so I just played with it and panted with delight as the sensation swept over me. At the moment that my orgasm rushed through me, I saw his face…cocky, self assured, fucking beautiful face.

After cleaning up and changing my pajamas, I drifted off to sleep again, fully satisfied this time.

Three weeks later I was walking downtown, rushing to meet Alice and Rosalie for drinks. I was late, again, and Rose hated it when I was late. She bitched about it all night. I think really she just enjoyed giving me a hard time.

I turned the corner as I fished my phone out of my jacket pocket to check the time. I once again slammed into a brick wall. "Oh my gosh, I'm so sorry…" His voice slipped off as our eyes met and realization sunk in. It was my sexy God and, from the look on his face, he remembered me as well.

His hand left my arms and immediately began to slowly, but surely, sign that he was sorry and to please forgive him. This time I was the one left in shock. If he knew sign language, then he knew that I was a total fraud. I mean not a total fraud; I did know sign language, but just a few phrases and words. I was not fluent at all. I wanted to push him a little and see if he, in fact, did know sign language at all, because his slow shaky gestures told me that he probably did not. I signed back to him that his mom smelled like a wild goat.

My neighbor's dad drank and would teach us this shit when he was drunk, so don't judge me.

Sexy God stuttered and began to speak. "I don't know anything else, I just know that." He began to sign it again. I reached up and stopped his hands. I signed again at him. He reached in and grabbed his trusty note pad. His pen scratched as he furiously wrote me a note. The rip was loud when he snatched it off and handed it to me.

'I'm sorry, I only know how to say that and please forgive me. I didn't mean to hurt you then and I didn't mean to hurt you now. Please forgive me. I'm an ass. Edward'

I glanced down at him and back at the note. I grabbed his pen and wrote back.

How do you know how to sign 'I'm sorry and please forgive me' but nothing else. Bella

His ears, neck and face all turned a nice shade of tomato red. He pulled the pen back to write out his answer.

'I googled that shit just for you in case I ever got the chance to apologize to you. I really am sorry, I celebrated at lunch that day and I was a little tipsy. That's not an excuse, I just wanted to explain. E'

I loved the strong penmanship that showed his character. It had bold strong strokes and each word looked like a work of art. Of course I was lost after the word strokes and my mind immediately went down a dark alley so that Edward and I could be alone with his strokes.

He shook the note in front of me. I snapped back to attention and took the pen again.

'It's okay, I was rushing too and didn't see you. You are forgiven and it was very sweet of you to take the time to learn how to apologize to me. How could I not forgive you?'

He blushed again as he wrote down. 'Did I do it correctly?' I nodded this time at him. His smile was breathtaking. His eyes sparkled and I could see how the women lost enough common sense to want to throw themselves at his mercy from those two assets alone. He began to write again. 'Good.'

I took the pen and wrote down my name and number. I almost handed it to him when I realized that a person who couldn't speak also wouldn't be able to use the phone. So I scribbled 'Text me' beside it. He took the note then pulled out his phone and typed in my name and number.

I have to be honest and say that my original intention was to simply hook up with this Sexy God. I wanted him to be all up in my business, make me feel good and then send him home. But then I realized that I was a very vocal participant and that sex between us might not be possible. I didn't want to forget in the middle and blow my story line. So I left it up to Edward, he had my number and if he used it, then I would figure it out later how to hook up with him.

My phone vibrated in my pocket and I pulled it out. I was thankful the meeting I had last thing this afternoon had caused me to set the vibrate mode instead of a silly ringtone. How would I explain that? I flipped it open and saw a text that read 'Can I see you again? Soon? I WILL learn more sign language!'

I let out a laugh and texted him back. 'I'll text you and let you know when I'm free; the next two weeks are going to be really busy for me. I have an out of town conference to attend.' Those words were not a lie at all. I had to be in Los Angeles in three days and would be there for ten days. Only five were for the conference but he didn't need to know that. Rose and Alice were flying out to meet me, and we were going to enjoy the sunshine and shopping while I was there.

My phone vibrated in my hand again. 'Okay, text me when you get back?'

I answered, 'I will, start learning.' He smiled and pulled my hand up to his mouth. His gentle kiss on my knuckles caused my knees to go weak. It was such an old school gesture but it was as sexy as hell. I pulled my hand away and waved goodbye. He waved back and I made my way to Alice and Rosalie. At least now I had an excuse for being late that they both would appreciate.

I explained it all to Alice and then filled them both in on what happened to me today. They both gushed as I told them how he learned to say he was sorry in sign language. We talked about the possibility of letting him in on my little secret so that I could see him again. I was sure he would be too pissed off to even want to talk to me let alone see me again, so I nixed that idea.

Eight long days later I picked Alice and Rosalie up at the airport. Rose was fuming about the crazy shit that her boyfriend Royce had done. In fact, it was bad enough that he was now her ex-boyfriend. That left all three of us single to enjoy Los Angeles for the rest of our time here. Alice had broken up with her boyfriend about two months ago, and I had been single for almost two years, so the festive feeling was certainly in the air when we entered the suite that we would live in for the next five days.

We all showered and began the marathon of the hair and make-up event that Alice insisted on before we went anywhere together. At exactly 9:45 we left the lobby of the hotel, entered the cab and made our way to the bar that Alice picked out. Her only requirement was that it had Karaoke; she loved to sing her ass off when she was drunk. Rose and I were up for it since we were in a strange town and would be leaving in four and a half days. We would never have to look at these people ever again, so we were safe…right?

Alice went first and sang, "Love Story" by Taylor Swift. She swore that the man of her dreams would come in and sweep her off of her feet like a love story from a fairy tale. Rose sang "Black Horse and The Cherry Tree" by KT Tunstall. She sounded as amazing as ever and in light of what happened with Royce this week the song made perfect sense. It was my turn to sing. I had chosen "Every Girl Like Me" by Sugarland because I knew deep down that somewhere there was a someone for a girl like me. It was a hard song to sing but it could be so much fun.

I had already taken several shots so there was no fear involved in standing up on the stage waiting for my music to start. I heard Rose and Alice wolf whistle at me and clapping. I blushed at my friends but loved them more than I could say. I knew they knew the real me and loved me anyway. "This song is for every girl like me that believes that there is someone special waiting for them." The music started and I threw myself into the song. I closed my eyes and pictured Edward there in front of me. I wanted to be able to tell him all of those things that I sang about. I wanted to but I knew it was too late for me to explain or go back and make it up to him now. I would have to find a way to let him down and walk away.

Up in the morning I'll be your coffee cup

If you drink me down I will fill you up again

And if you don't think that's enough

I'll be the prize on the back of the cereal box

And the key that you found that you thought you lost and

I'll be the why to your because

Because, I, I, I am not perfect

But I, I, I, I know I'm worth it

And I, I gotta believe there has to be a you

For every girl like me

I finished out the song and made a hasty bow when the clapping began.

As I made my way back to my seat I heard the next name to sing called. "Edward." That simple word stopped my heart. I turned around in a circle and waited to see the face that went along with this Edward. It couldn't be. It just couldn't, the world didn't hate me that much. Surely it didn't.

No one stepped up. I twirled in a circle again waiting. But the music began. A slow acoustic guitar began and finally from the shadows of the stage a person stepped into the spotlight. It was Edward, my Edward. I stood rooted to my spot. I couldn't breathe. The air seemed trapped in my lungs.

He began to sing. I was taken in by his voice. It was beautiful to say the least. Then the words of the song hit me. He was singing to me and about me.

You, do you remember me?

Like, I remember you.

Do you spend your life, going back in your mind to that time?

'Cause I, I walk the streets alone

I hate being on my own

And everybody can see that, I really fell

And I'm going through hell

Thinking about you with somebody else

My heart twisted with the words he said. I did more damage than I thought. I still stood right in the middle of the floor, center stage, halfway back to my table with tears streaming down my face, praying that I had a chance to make it up to him.

How, how did we go wrong?

It was so good and now it's done

And I pray at night that our passing will cross

What we hide isn't lost

'Cause you are always driving my thoughts…

Somebody wants you, somebody needs you

Somebody dreams about you every single night

Somebody hopes that one day you will see

That somebody's me

That somebody's me

My heart seized again, was he saying that I still had a chance? Was he saying he felt the same way about me? His song sounded like a direct response to my song but I had no idea how he could have set that up. I had no choice but to wait for him to leave the stage so that we could talk.

I looked over to our table and saw that Rose and Alice were now cozied up with Edward's buddies. Alice was wrapped around the tall, blond one and Rose was sitting close, not too close, but still closer than normal to the tall one with ginormous shoulders. I could see both of them clearly had their flirt on.

When Edward walked off the stage he threaded his fingers into mine and led me from the club. We walked about two blocks and entered the hotel lobby. He pressed the buttons for the tenth floor and stood to wait for it. I stood silently beside him, too afraid to speak just yet. It occurred to me that Alice and Rose had no idea where I was. They never so much as looked up at us as I walked out with Edward. I pulled my phone from my pocket and began a text. It told them both which hotel we went to, the floor number and his room number in case I wasn't back in a little while. Edward stood and held the door open for me as I finished my text.

Edward paced around the room for a few minutes before he spoke, his soft voice carrying through the silent room to me. "Two things, Bella. First, I'm so fucking pissed at you for lying to me. Secondly, I have missed you like crazy." He marched towards me with a look of determination on his face. He reminded me of that guy from The Notebook just before he grabbed her up and started kissing her in the rain. I wasn't far off of the mark when Edward pulled me into his arms and kissed me. His soft gentle lips caressed mine and he certainly didn't seem angry. He pulled away from me but didn't let me go. "We have a lot to talk about, Bella." He emphasized the word talk. "But that can be done later; right now I want to hold you in my arms." He pulled me against him and planted another kiss on my mouth.

His lips against mine tasted so good and I felt so wanted in his arms. I felt like I could let down my guard and just be myself with him. It was kinda funny that now I was feeling this way, when a few weeks ago I was lying to get away from him. There was just something about Edward that made me feel safe, cherished and needed.

I pulled his shirt loose from his jeans and ran my hand up the smooth, taunt skin of his back. I felt sparks and knew that this connection was not normal. Edward snatched his mouth away from mine, "What are you doing to me?" His green eyes held the flames at bay, but I could see that he would not be winning that war long. I was right, he slammed his body back against mine and we kissed and stumbled all the way to the bed. My mind knew that I shouldn't be here in bed with him, I shouldn't be the one pulling his clothes off, but I could care less right now. My body had taken over and it wanted Edward. I gave up thinking about it when his sweet lips moved from my mouth to my neck.

He kissed me with feather soft touches and he appeared to be trying to calm us down. That fact alone incited the fire for him inside my veins. He was trying to be a gentleman; I was trying to get laid. But not just laid, this seemed to be something stronger than simple sexual chemistry between us. It felt like he was the one thing that was tying me to the earth, he held me in the palm of his hand and he had no idea. I would do anything for him; give anything to be with him.

I began to unbutton his shirt and tried to slip my hands inside to touch him again, skin to skin, but he stopped my movement just before I reached my goal. "Bella, baby, I'm trying to take this slow here and you're not helping." He leaned down and kissed me full and gentle on my lips. His kiss tried to convey his want and desire, but his mind seemed to be demanding that he adhere to the gentleman's code of conduct with me. I shifted against him and felt exactly how hard he was battling with himself. "If you keep doing things like that," he punctuated his words with a push back against me, "I might not be able to stop myself." He growled.

"Then don't." I growled back as I lifted myself the few millimeters that separated us and pulled him down on top of me fully, our bodies touching head to toe. Feeling him was indescribable; he was hard, warm and all male pressed up against me. I wanted this, I wanted to let go; I wanted to be weak and taken care of. For too many years I had to be a hard ass bitch to get to where I am in the corporate world, and I didn't want that any longer. I needed to feel soft, and wanted. "Please, Edward, I need you."

His hand feathered up to smooth my hair off of my forehead, his eyes full of trepidation. He kissed my mouth gently as he pulled away he spoke, "Then let me take care of you." I nodded, almost in tears. He knew what I needed, he knew to be a man and allow me to be a woman. I chose to believe this was fate, this was our destiny, that this was more than just two people having needs. At that moment I knew I was in love with Edward, without any doubts.

Edward leaned away from me and pulled his already unbuttoned shirt off; he followed it by toeing off his shoes and socks. When he stood in his pants alone, he stooped down beside the bed and I felt him touch my foot that dangled off the edge of the bed. He removed one shoe, then the other. His hands massaged and his mouth kissed their way up to my waist line. He placed a wet kiss to the small sliver of skin that showed between my skirt and blouse, and then moved up to my neck again. His mouth found purchase there while his hands fumbled with the necklace that I wore. Most of our clothing was carelessly tossed aside, but Edward took the time to gently lay my necklace on the nightstand. He repeated his actions with the matching earring and, when they rested safely beside the necklace, he came back to focus on my clothing.

My hands shook as I reached for the tie on my wrap shirt, it was a little complicated and I wasn't sure if Edward would know how to remove it. He watched as I untied it, my hands falling away when it was time to actually open the shirt to expose myself to him. I already felt raw with emotions; I felt overwhelmed and I just wasn't ready to take charge this time. Edward must have understood because he pulled one side of my shirt open and then the other. I rose up slightly and allowed him to pull it off of my arms and tossed it off to the side with the other clothes. His hands softly grazed over my shoulders and down the front of my body, they maneuvered around my breast and down the center of my chest. I felt the twisting sensation in my nipples and I knew they were hard and begging for his touch, but he avoided them.

When I rose up onto my elbows to watch him, all I saw was his floppy bronze hair. His face as tucked into my stomach as he kissed his way back to the same spot he placed his kiss before. Only this time my entire torso was exposed so he had more area to lay his kisses upon. Each one caused a shiver to shoot up my spine that ricocheted around my body until it landed directly back at my core. Edward's hand reached for the zipper on the side of my skirt and slowly pulled it down, I mean slowly…I could hear each and every tooth give way as it opened up. I was suddenly embarrassed to let him take the skirt off. I was wetter than I had ever been, I could feel the moisture making its way down the insides of my legs. This was an abnormal amount of arousal for me and I didn't know how Edward would feel about it.

Oblivious to my dilemma, Edward slid the skirt down my legs and tossed it aside. I laid there in my bra and panties, exposed to him, but at the same time feeling revered by him. The way his eyes perused my flesh, his hands paused in mid air like they were too stunned to move any closer, I felt like he was worshipping me. Every woman should have that at least once in her life, and I was thankful that my one time was with Edward.

Warm, soft hands touched each hip bone then massaged their way down my thighs, gently pressing the skin and warming me up with his touch. When he reached my knees, his hands slid around and pressed along the back side of my legs forcing my legs up in the air. He crossed my feet and laid them on his left shoulder, he began to kiss down my left leg until he reached my hip bone. Edward repeated the process along my right leg as well. Words were out of the question by this point; I simply panted and clutched the bedspread I lay upon.

When both legs had been doted over, he set my feet down on the edge of the bed and he moved to stand between my bent knees. His hands glided down my legs again but this time he made sure to touch the inside of my thighs…the inside of my very wet thighs. His hands came in contact with my moisture and I flinched. This was the moment I dreaded but Edward simply groaned and threw his head back. I heard him murmur something to himself and a few seconds later his eyes met mine again. "I can't wait to touch you, to feel you," he whispered.

"Edward." I invited him with that one simple word and he accepted. His fingers brushed against the outside of my panties and then slipped past the cloth barrier to the skin underneath. Our simultaneous moan echoed around the room and Edward dropped down to his knees. His fingers never stopped rubbing, caressing or probing for a second. I began to whimper, no matter where he touched me, or how steady his pressure was, it just never seemed to be enough. I needed more, I needed him.

I rose up again on my elbows and watched as Edward's fingers moved around inside the dark blue lace that still covered me. The movements were ambiguous but, combined with the feelings they became a whole other beast, a beast with wings that carried me along a flight like no other. My precarious hold on reality slipped a little further when Edward began to kiss his way up one thigh. I had no idea which thigh he actually was touching with his mouth. All the sensations ran together and I couldn't process the direction, I just knew that I did not want him to stop.

I let the comforter go and reached up to grab my breasts. At this point they were aching they were so hard, and they begged for some sort of contact. And since I was unwilling to let Edward stop his devotion to my pussy, I decided that I had to be the contact they settled for.

"So beautiful," Edward murmured to me. With one still playing my body like a priceless Stradivarius, the other slipped up and slid each bra strap off of my shoulders. He tugged gently and I raised my back off of the bed to allow space for my hands to slip in and unfasten it. When it hung slack across my body, Edward pulled it off and leaned down to lavish my breasts with the same attention that he showed the rest of my body. He seemed to have trouble deciding which nipple to attend to first so I made the choice easy. I pressed them together in the center of my body. He could access them both with a simple turn of his head. This worked out well for both of us because now he could suck and tease without any wasted effort or movements. He wet both nipples then blew across them causing them to pebble even further. The torture was exquisite. His mouth pulled and nipped, kissed and sucked, while I panted and prayed for an end to the rapture that I was engulfed in.

Edward's hand retreated from his residence he had taken up between my legs and I whimpered. Half from anguish at the loss of contact, but the other half was in joy at the thought of joining my body fully with his. I raised my hips when long, slender fingers grasped the sides of my underwear, and assisted him in pulling them down. I almost forgot that Edward still wore his pants in my haste to pull him to me. He chuckled lowly and whispered, "We've got time, don't worry. I'm gonna treat you right." I fell back against the plush mattress and played the patience game…not very patiently, but I played it.

Warm hands maintained contact with mine the entire time he slid my panties off and then they remained in contact when he slowly slid them back up my legs and pushed them open. I wanted to whimper, I wanted to rush up to meet him, I wanted it all. But I was willing to wait it out because, so far, I was enjoying the anticipation and slow pace that Edward had set just as much as the actual acts themselves. Well, not exactly as much as the acts, but almost.

I jumped when I felt Edward's hair brush across the flesh just above my clit. His face was close enough that I felt his breath, but just far enough away that I couldn't feel his touch. He turned his head and nipped at the inside of my leg and I jumped again, this time groaning as well. That single groan seemed to be the only push Edward needed because he dove in. His lips, teeth and tongue pushed me to new heights that I have never been to before. Fingers splayed me open and explored me. By this time, my hips had begun their own rhythm, and Edward encouraged me with his grunts and moans. The sensation was almost overwhelming; I couldn't tell where I ended and he began.

I had a pattern for my orgasms; I knew when they were coming. This one…no pattern, and no warning. One second I was feeling the thrill of Edward's tongue diving in and out of my pussy, the next I was coming. The intensity scared me; I saw stars and fireworks and all the other shit that people wax poetically about.

Before I could come down from my high, Edward had his pants off and was covering my body with his. "Bella, I don't have protection with me," he whispered.

I had a one word response to that, "Shots."

His eyes never left mine and he never showed any doubts at all about what we were doing. No questions about my sexual history or ask to see a clean bill of health from my doctor. He didn't ask about the fact that I had the birth control taken care of. He just pushed into me and dropped his forehead to mine. Our tongues mingled but it wasn't really a kiss, it was more like we shared the same breaths. He breathed out and I breathed in. This was making love; this was two souls touching.

I wrapped my hands around his shoulders and pulled him closer to me. Edward arched his hips and changed the angle that he entered me, pressing all the right spots in all the right ways. My orgasm began to climb to the top of the mountain so that, when she was ready, she could jump and scream her enthusiasm all the way down. "Baby, you feel so good, so, so good." His gentle words encouraged me.

"Edward…I never." Tears began to leak out of my eyes. The emotion was a blanket around my fractured soul; I finally felt at home…I felt peace.

"I know, me either." He kissed my tears and I cried more.

A slow sweet rhythm was building between us, taking us up higher so that we could fall together. My hand wrapped within his, my nose touching his, our bodies connected. He shifted my leg and drew it tighter around him. That was the final push I needed. My thighs tightened around him, my mouth fell open wordlessly, and I fell apart in his arms. Within seconds I felt his body shudder and join me.

For a long time afterward we lay still, tangled together, Edward's limp cock still half inside of me. The effect of our lovemaking was slowly making its exit out of my body, but none of these things encouraged us to move. We were both perfectly content with the connection, the slow sweet touches, and the looks that let us know that we both felt the power of what we shared.

Somewhere around midnight, Edward and I both got up and showered. I thought about the conference I had to attend tomorrow and dread set in around my heart. I had to speak; there was no way out of the entire day…the day I would spend away from Edward. I pulled him close and relished the time we still had together.

Edward slipped out first thing the next morning and left to take care of his business meetings. I reluctantly got dressed and headed off to the conference. All day I spent thinking about Edward, thinking about the things he did to my body, to my mind and to my soul. I ached to be with him…to be under him.

I snapped back to attention when the speaker called my name. I stepped up to the podium and started up my slide show presentation. I spoke about the market trends and downfalls like an expert. I talked about successful campaigns and how they boost revenue for both parties. I flashed a few of my more popular campaigns, then flashed a few of the most notable flops in the history of advertising. I was THE Isabella Swan, marketing genius. But deep down inside, I wanted to be the woman I was last night, someone's baby. I wanted my most challenging decision of the day to be peas or carrots with dinner. I longed to turn it all in and be a wife, a mother and a lover.

At the end of my speech, I closed up the laptop and asked for questions. I fielded a few and answered them with practice. They were, after all, questions that I had answered plenty of times at conferences like this. One hand rose at the back of the room and I called the person forward. I couldn't see them due to a shadow, and I was certain that I wouldn't be able to hear them either. After several seconds the face stepped closer and I gasped. There stood Edward…my Edward.

"Excuse me Ms. Swan, My name is Edward Masen of Masen and Associated. I don't think we have met, but I follow your work. I just wondered about your opinion of women in the corporate world, and their ability to balance a marriage and home…for research purposes, of course." His eyes held so much mischief and humor.

"Well, Mr. Masen. I think that it is up to the woman. I t depends on what she wants out of life. She is certainly strong enough to juggle both, but what if the woman in question wants to have only one or the other?" I launched my answer right back at him, let's see what he thought I was supposed to say.

"Well my concern is that, for a successful woman, such as yourself, could she be satisfied with simply taking care of a home and family? I know that I would love for the woman I marry to be whatever she wants, but I'm a man so I have no idea what successful women of the world wants. Therefore I ask if you are a person that fits into that category." Well played Mr. Masen, I thought.

"Mr. Masen, if you were coming home to me every night then yes, I would be more than satisfied with that position." I glanced up from him and scanned the group. "Thank you all." I gathered my stuff and left the podium. I walked until I was in the lobby and pressed the elevator button. I prayed that Edward would be in that elevator with me.

Just as the doors began to close and my heart began to sink, he rushed through them and gathered me into his arms. When his mouth crushed up against mine I dropped my purse, laptop and phone. We kissed until the bell dinged, alerting us that we had reached my floor. We both gathered my things and he followed me to my room.

"Did you just admit that you would give all of this up for me?" He begged as we entered the room.

"If you're asking me too, then yes." I responded.

"I'm asking you to be with me, on your terms, I don't care; I will take what I can get. It doesn't have to be an all or nothing does it?" He asked as he placed kisses around my face.

"I guess it doesn't."

"Why didn't you tell me who you were?" I began to unbutton his shirt as he asked me the question.

"I didn't know who you were so it made no sense to introduce myself in that manner." He smirked as I began pulling for the zipper of my dress.

Edward shrugged as finally said, "You know you're not leaving this room all week, right?"

"I thought you were going home tonight?"

"Not any more, I'm not." We both fell onto the bed and all coherent thought left my mind as his body took over and began to have wicked ways with me.


E/N: The songs used were Somebody's Me by Enrique Iglesis and Every Girl like Me by Sugarland.

Masquerade

This is a little colab written with Ms. Misty Cullen, hope you enjoy it...



My friends and I were at the mall again. We usually came once or twice a week to relax and enjoy girl time. Today, however, we were getting our dresses fitted for the masquerade ball. I pulled the small flier out of my purse and looked at it again.

Masquerade's Ball

Friday October 13th, 2011, starting at 8:00pm.

Come and meet your secret lover and when the clock strikes twelve reveal yourself to your true love.

All proceeds will be donated to the Juvenile Diabetes Association, sponsored by the Cullen Enterprises.

I was pulled away from my thoughts when I heard my best friend Alice. "Bella, let me see how the dress looks on you?" She yelled from outside the dressing room.

I sighed put the flyer back in my purse and I headed out. "I'm coming out Alice," I said.

Alice gasped. "Oh, Bella, you look gorgeous," Her hands flew up to cover her mouth. "That looks amazing on you! Look at yourself."

I turned around to the mirror to do as she said, I couldn't believe what I was looking at. The dress was stunning, it was a dark blue strapless dress with elaborate beading, and the back was a sultry lace up corset. It was simple and beautiful.

I looked back at Alice. "I love it," I said. "I'm taking this one."

Alice squealed. "Just wait until he sees you!" said Alice. "He's going to go into shock!" I bit my lip in nervousness just thinking about the date that I was to meet at the ball.

"Who is going into…" said Rose. "Wow, Bella you look beautiful."

Rose also had a strapless dress with a cut out neckline, hers was blood red. It had a layered skirt that was gathered at the hip with a large rosette and is pleated as it flows down to the right side. It had scattered with rhinestones and silver floral appliqués.

"Not as beautiful as you Rose," I said.

Rose rolled her eyes. "So where is your dress Alice?" asked Rose.

Alice disappeared inside the dressing room and came out a few minutes later. Wearing the most beautiful dress, it suited her perfectly. It was a pink, also strapless, with a pleated overlapping bodice. From the waist, the full tulle skirt flares to floor length. The skirt features silver appliqués and an embroidered hem.

After buying everything we need it, including accessories and shoes, you know the whole deal. We headed to Victoria's Secret because Alice said that the dresses wouldn't be complete without the proper lingerie, whatever the hell that meant.

Just when we got out of Victoria's Secret, my stomach started to growl. "Girls, why we don't take a break and have some lunch?" I asked.

"Sure," said Alice. "Let's go to the food court."

We entered the food court not sure what we wanted to eat. "How about we go to Chili's?" asked Rose. "It has been so long since we had lunch there."

Alice and I nodded our heads in agreement. We headed to Chili's when we saw the poster for the ball by the entrance.

Alice started jumping up and down. "I can't wait for tonight!" she said.

I sighed. I really wasn't looking forward to the ball, but since I was part of the Association because I have Type 1 Diabetes, they sent me an invitation.

"Alice, why do you even want to go?" I asked. "Don't get me wrong, it's cool that they are donating the money to the Association, but it's just another excuse to get dressed up."

"Don't be a party popper Bella," said Rose as she chuckled lightly. "When was the last time that we dressed up like that and had a great time?"

"She's right Bella, don't be such a party popper, it's going to be fun," Alice pleaded. "Promise me you'll try to have fun, please?" I never could take a pleading Alice, so I gave in right away.

I rolled my eyes. "Okay." I said. "But can we at least eat, I'm starving."

"We are going to have so much fun," Alice squealed as we enter the restaurant.

"Hi, welcome to Chili's," the hostess greeted us as we entered. "How many?"

"Three," Alice held up three fingers to indicate the number.

"Okay, follow me please."We follow the hostess to our table. "Your waiter will be with you shortly," she said sweetly. "Here are your menus, enjoy."

"Thank you," we all replied.

A few moments later the waiter came. "Hi! Welcome to Chili's my name is Eric and I'll be your waiter for today," His eyes ran over each of us at the table. "Today's special is the Chicken Pasta Alfredo, and our soups for the day are Broccoli, Chicken Noodle and Potato. Are you ladies ready to order?"

"YOU SHOULD HAVE THE BROCCOLI SOUP," a disconnected voice yelled from across the restaurant.

All three of us snapped our head to the table were the voice came from. There sat three guys, the first one was very muscular, tall like six foot two; he had curly brown hair and blue eyes. The second one as almost as tall, just at six foot; he had shaggy blond hair and blue eyes. The last one was more of a medium build nowhere near the size of the huge one. This one had reddish hair and green eyes. He looked like the Greek God Adonis.

The big one, Gigantor, looked at us again. "Hey, Blondie, I'm in love with you," he said while looking at Rose.

The Adonis looked embarrassed while Blue Eyes looked amused at Gigantor's comment. For the first time in years I saw Rose blush.

"Emmett, shut up!" said the Adonis. "They are going to kick us out, because of you."

The Gigantor whose name was apparently Emmett, rolled his eyes. "Chill, Eddie, they are not going to kick our asses out," said Emmett. "Besides, I'm just telling Blondie that I love her, what's wrong with that?"

My Adonis. Wait my Adonis, I don't even know him. Anyway my Adonis sighed. "Emmett don't get us into trouble, what happens if she has a boyfriend?" said The Adonis. "And don't call me Eddie. It's Edward."

We couldn't stop giggling. "Hey Blondie, can I get your digits?" Emmett called back over to our table, undeterred by Edward's comments.

We all looked back at Eric who still was waiting for us to order. "We'll have the broccoli soup," said Rose, winking at Emmett.

"And three glasses of Diet Coke." I said.

Eric wrote our order down. "Okay, three broccoli soups and three Diets," he stated sourly. "I'll be right back with them."

"Thank you," Rose said as Eric left to fill our order.

Emmett started whistling at our table again. He was certainly hell bent on getting his time in with Rosalie. "So Blondie, how about those digits?" he cat called.

"My name is Rosalie," said Rose as she stood up. "I'll be glad to give you my digits, big boy. But you've to earn them!"

Emmett's face lit up. "I'll do anything, Rosie," said Emmett.

Edward and Blue Eyes started laughing at Emmett. "Wow, Em, the things you do for a girl's number," Blue Eyes said looking intently at us. Although I really think that he just couldn't take his eyes off of Alice.

"Whatever Jasper. Surely you can see how hot she is?" Emmett said while throwing a wink at Rose. "And stop looking at my girl, get your own."

Jasper aka Blue Eyes looked at us. "Oh trust me, I am," he drawled as he threw his own wink at Alice.

I looked at Alice, who was blushing furiously. "He's my soul mate," she whispered.

I rolled my eyes at her. "How can you know that, when you haven't even talk to him?" I whispered back.

Alice sighed. "I just know, Bella," She seemed to snap out of her trance. "Besides Edward hasn't taken his eyes off you."

I ducked my head. "I don't know what you're talking about Alice." I said. "Maybe he thinks I'm ugly or something."

"Okay Emmett, let see if you can earn my digits," said Rose. "I want you to sing to me." Leave it to Rose to demand something so bold.

"What do you want me to sing?" said Emmett, obviously undeterred by her challenge.

"Do you know the song 'Masquerade' by the Backstreet Boys?" asked Rose. Emmett nodded his head. "Well I want you to sing a part of that song."

This scene's so hypnotic;

Smoking mirrors, lights and magic;

Paper faces in gold.

There's solider boys,

beauty queens,

everyone's a mystery…

It's got me losing control

Emmett sang really off key.

Yearning, I'm yearning.

For the one to steal my eyes.

Wanna play in this game of disguise.

I was enjoying myself listening to Emmett sing when I started to feel lightheaded and shaky. I knew from experience that it meant my blood sugar was low so I pulled my meter out of my purse and quickly pricked my finger on my lancet, smearing the blood on one of my test strips. The meter beeped a moment later showing my blood glucose level at fifty-three, way too low. I started fumbling around in my purse, looking for a piece of candy but I couldn't find one.

I started to get dizzier; I couldn't even concentrate on Emmett's singing. "Bella, are you okay?" asked Alice.

"No," I said. "Do you have a piece of candy or something?"

"Here," said a velvet voice. When I looked up I saw the Adonis aka Edward pulled out some tablets from his pocket and offering them to me.

I blushed. I couldn't tell if it was the low blood sugar or the nearness of Edward but the lightheadedness seemed to increase. "Thank you," I whispered.

"You're welcome, Bella," Edward said as he winked at me.

I took one of the tablets as Edward kneels down, placing his hand on my arms. "Have you been feeling a little low all day?" he asked. "It won't take long for the tablets to work, but if you like you can have some of my coke."

I shook my head lightly. "No thank you, Edward." I said. "Don't worry, I'll wait for mine, but thank you anyway."

"It's okay, Bella," Edward said as he gave me his coke. "I really don't mind. Besides I really don't want your blush to disappear."

I couldn't help myself, I blushed again as I took a sip of his coke. "Thank you, I'm feeling much better." I said.

A few moments later Eric came with our food. "Three broccoli soups and three Diet Cokes," he said as he passes around the soups and the cokes.

Edward stood up. "Well I'll leave you so you can eat," Edward took my hand brought up to his lips and kisses it. "It was a pleasure meeting you Bella."

"Thanks for rescuing me." I nodded towards the coke. My hand slipped from his as he made his exit. I noticed his loss immediately.

I turned my attention back to my soup and my friends. "So Rose did Emmett earn your digits?" I asked.

Rose nodded. "Yes he did, and let me tell you, he was determined to get them," she said as she ate her soup. "He asked me if I was going to the ball tonight."

"So what did you tell him?" I asked.

"I told him to meet me there at nine," she seemed deep in thought. "I like him a lot."

I rolled my eyes at her as I spoke. "Rose you just meet him." Rose sighed. I held up my hands in defeat. "Okay, Rose I didn't said anything."

We arrived at the Ritz Carlton Hotel promptly at eight. The Ritz always hosted the Masquerade ball. We headed to the ballroom; it was beautifully decorated with stars hanging from the ceiling, with dark blue and silver patterns.

I was nervous since I was meeting my date here. I looked around for him but I didn't see him. I looked at my watch and saw that it was almost nine. He told me that he was wearing a dark blue and silver mask and that he was going to wait for me in the middle of the dance floor.

I made my way to the middle of the dance floor to wait patiently for him, well as patiently as I could with my nervousness at an all time high.

"So here is a song that applies to tonight's theme," the DJ's voice called out to the inhabitants of the ballroom. "It's 'Masquerade' by the Backstreet Boys."

This scene's so hypnotic
Smoking mirrors, lights and magic
Paper faces in gold
There's solider boys, beauty queens
Everyone's a mystery
It's got me losing control

Yearning, I'm yearning
For the one to steal my eyes
Wanna play in this game of disguise

I saw Alice and Rose dancing in the middle of the dance floor, I was making my way to them when I felt somebody grab my arm.

The sudden touch startled me and when I turned around; I saw the mask that I had been waiting all evening to see standing right in front of me. My gaze traveled over every inch of his face and mask.

I have never seen such beautiful eyes.

"Would you like to dance with me?" he said. I just nodded as a response; my brain was too mesmerized by his eyes to form actual words.

He pulled me into his arms and as we started dancing I could feel my body melt into his. The sensual sway of the music only added to the desire I had to rub my body to his in time with the beat of the music.

Then Mr. Amazing Eyes, the name that my brain had decided to call him, lowered himself down to my ear and started whispering the song.

It's a masquerade,
A love parade
So won't you stay?
And dance with me
All through the night and day
My masquerade,
I need you baby
So stay with me tonight

I turned my back and pressed my back against his chest, also allowing my ass to press into him. His warm, hard arms wrapped around me, allowing his warm hand to rest just under my bust. A few slight inches below where I wanted to feel it.

Masquerade, masquerade, masquerade, masquerade
Masquerade, masquerade, masquerade, masquerade

Then he started nipping at my ear but quickly pulled away as he gently guided my hips to sway seductively with his.

Just like a perfect dream
I don't ever wanna leave
A thousand freaks in the show
One's a tiger, one's a lynx
One's a king that's suffering
Moving high, moving low

Burning, I'm burning,
Can't you see it in my eyes?
Wanna play in this game of disguise

I was so lost in his movements that didn't even realize that I was losing control over my body. He instinctively knew what I liked.

I dropped my head back against his chest as he began to kiss my neck, making me moan. "You look so stunning tonight, Bella," he whispered against my skin.

I turned to look at him. "So do you," my voice was no more than a whimper as I attempted to talk to him. He began to mouth the words to the song again.

It's a masquerade,
A love parade
so won't you stay?
And dance with me
All through the night and day
my masquerade,
I need you baby
so stay with me tonight

His full lips held me in a trance as I watched them move and form the words that flowed from the speakers of the ballroom. I had no idea if we were even moving in time with the music by this point. I didn't really care, all I cared about was pressing my lips to his.

Masquerade, masquerade, masquerade, masquerade
Masquerade, masquerade, masquerade, masquerade

I gotta know the girl behind the mask
Let me in, where you been, don't pretend
don't gotta hide alone
Show your face to me, we could be everything

He pulled me closer to him and whispered the last few lines of the song directly into my ear. I could feel his breath wash over me, across my heated skin. I longed to feel it brush across more intimate parts of me.

It's a masquerade,
A love parade
so won't you stay?
And dance with me
All through the night and day
my masquerade,
I need you baby
so stay

His lips came to rest again on my neck, I felt them slowly open and his tongue snaked out to touch my skin. I whimpered and allowed him to hold my entire weight against him. His hand ran along the side of my body, supporting me and caressing me all at the same time. I looked up into his beautiful eyes again. I knew without a doubt that I had be closer to him, feel him, and hold him against me.

Before I could voice these words, "Let's get out of here?" His voice whispered to me, still thick with desire and want. Mr. Amazing Eyes dropped his lips down to tease mine, he nibbled first on my top lip then on the lower lip.

I was totally lost and at his mercy. Just like the lyrics of the song encouraged me, I wanted to invite him in, to show him my face and who I was.

My hand slid up his arm and into the soft hair at the back of his neck. I opened my mouth for him. His tongue needed no clues as to what I had in mind. It was his moan that echoed between us as our tongues touched and danced alongside of each other.

When we finally parted our kiss, I noticed that our song had ended and that we stood firm in the middle of the sea of dancers. They all swirled and moved around us like we were the center of the universe.

I looked around for Alice and Rosalie, I felt bad for leaving them but I knew that they would find their own way home, or to wherever they ended up tonight. "Let's go." I encouraged. His large hand took mine as he tucked me under his arm and led me towards our freedom.

On the outside he seemed so cool and collected but his brisk pace told me that inside he was just as shook up as I was. His hesitation when we arrived at the lobby was a sure sign as well. In one direction lay the front doors of the hotel and in the other was the elevators that would take us to a room. His split second decision was confirmed by my smile. I melted into his side again as we stood patiently and waited for the elevators.

The cool air of the lobby seemed to gently allow me to collect my thoughts. I knew without a doubt that I wanted to enter the elevator and spend the night wrapped in this man's arms. The rest of the world and any consequences of this night could be dealt with tomorrow, tonight was just for us.

We were not alone with we entered the elevator so he simply brushed his hand up and down the length of my spine. A very chaste action but it ignited my body until it was consumed by the raging fire. I was barely able to hold off on kissing him again until we were stepping out of the elevators and watching the doors close once again.

Our lips met forcefully and greedily lapped at each other. Each contact pushed us to want more.

"Not yet, beautiful." He murmured against my lips as he pulled away. The short walk to his door seemed to take way too long because my arms ached to hold him against me again.

His keycard slid in and out of the lock and the doors opened to let us into the room. Some obvious planning had gone into this night as the room was lit with candles and rose petals were scattered all around as well.

As I stepped out of my heels and followed him into the bedroom, our hands never parted contact. It felt good to know that he needed me just as much as I needed him.

"Have you eaten?" His rich, sweet voice asked.

I shook my head at him. I was too nervous to eat before and only managed a few bites. I felt guilty for this, knowing that it could cause my blood sugar to fluctuate. His large yet gentle hands fed me bits of fruit from a tray beside the bed. After a few of my bites he would take a bite himself. The tension of standing a few feet away from the large bed in the room and yet doing something so mundane as eating was too much for me. I took the fruit away from him and placed it back on the tray.

I pulled his hand and he followed until I stood beside the bed. "I don't need any more food right now." His hand slid around to the back of my dress and dropped the zipper for me. I should have been hesitant to step out of the dress and show him but it never occurred to me to actually feel that nervousness. I knew this was right and that must have pushed away any doubts or nervousness. He pulled the dress away from me and gently laid it on the chair in the corner. It touched me to see him handle it with such care and concern.

"Let me undress you now." Only whispered words left my lips. I was too afraid to speak them out loud, to break the fragile bubble that we were enjoying. I pulled his bow tie off and jacket off. I laid them across the chair in the corner that also held my dress. Slowly I removed his cuff links and dropped them onto the nightstand before moving back to his shirt. I slipped each button through its confining hole. His belt, pants, socks and shoes followed suit as well. Eventually we stood face to face with nothing between us but our underwear and our masks.

I gasped as I gazed back into Edward's soulful eyes. The deep green reminded me of this meadow behind my house that I always went to lay out and read. I was at home there, at peace and totally happy. I was struck by how much his eyes pulled out those very same feelings in me.

"God, Bella, I have waited all night to be up here with you." He murmured as he leaned in for another kiss.

"I missed you this afternoon, when we left the restaurant that is." I blushed at the thought of how much my statement told him.

Edward picked me up and laid me down on the bed, he came to rest between my legs. I pushed my hips up towards him but he pulled back. "No, no my love, we've got all night. I want to worship you." His tongue made it's way back up to my neck. He kissed every inch and began his descent down my chest. Edward's large hands came up to cup my breasts. His mouth nipped at my nipples that were still encased in the blue lace. "You are so beautiful Bella."

My whore moan bounced off of the walls and seemed to echo around the room. I wanted to be embarrassed but just couldn't get my brain to focus on that particular emotion.

Edward kept kissing lower and lowers until he was directly below my belly button and right at the edge of my matching panties. He wrapped one arm under my leg and then the other. There was no doubt where this was going, cue whore moan again. His thumbs caressed my hip bones and then slid into the top of my panties, pulling them down. I raised my legs into the air to help him slide them all the way off.

When he discarded the scrap of lace he pushed my legs apart and began to brush small kisses along the inside of each thigh. He alternated from one thigh to the other, slowly moving closer and closer to the spot that was aching for his touch. In any way he wanted to give it.

I moaned again as his cool lips met my warm ones. His fingers came up to spread me open to him so he could lick me from top to bottom. I had never felt so turned on as I did this night. Edward's magic mouth continued to work it's way over my wet pussy until I was about to scream in frustration. I needed to come and quickly, he could sense this and kept backing me down each time I almost reached that pinnacle. "Please, Edward, please…I need to come." I panted.

"Not yet, baby, I told you we have all night." His warm lips wrapped around my clit and sucked gently. My legs wanted to wrap around Edward's head and ride him like one of those toys at the playground on the huge springs. But his hands decided what they wanted for themselves. One then the other slid up right beside his mouth. I could feel his fingers so close to my opening, I silently prayed that he planned to use them since he had them there. I wasn't disappointed. One, then another finger slid inside of me causing my hips to raise up off of the bed.

"Fuck, Edward." I panted as I focused on pushing my body back down. His couth and fingers were working me in time with each other. I could see stars forming and hear melodies playing. I knew without a doubt that this would be the most intense orgasm of my life.

Now, I hadn't had many partners but I have had some pretty great sexual experiences. This night would be at the top.

Edward began to chant at me as he worked my body. "That's it, baby, show me how you feel. Come for me." My back raised up again as my orgasm pulled at every muscle at the same time. It ripped through me and brought the most delicious mixture of pain and pleasure. White hot pleasure.

When my body finally relaxed enough to drop back down to the bed, all I could see was Edward's cocky grin peeking through my legs.

"That was smokin' hot, God, you taste so good."

"Get up here, cowboy and let me see how you taste." I replied back. Not often did I feel sexy enough to go for the sassy reply but tonight I did. After that orgasm, I did.

"If you do that, baby, there is no way I'm gonna last. And I hope you don't mind but I need to be so deep in you right now." I began to pull him up my body, trying to give him his wish. Because to tell the truth I wanted him buried as deep as he could get right now too.

"I have condoms, do I need one?" His eyes met mine and I could see the sincere need to take care of me in there as he asked about protection.

"Nope, all taken care of."

His mouth met mine again. Not in a sexy, sweet kiss kinda way but in the teeth bumping, tongue tangling, needy way. I couldn't get enough. Edward's mouth was fucking mine as his rock hard cock was sliding up and down across my clit spreading my moisture around on him. My hips raised on their own accord and he slid inside. Slowly, so slowly.

I was lost in a cataclysm, I wanted him to stop and hold still yet at the same time push all the way in as fast as he could. My body couldn't decide between two types of torture.

"Goddamn it, Bella." His knees slid up support his weight as his hands reached down and pulled my ass up to meet his hips. "Fuck that's good. Please tell me you feel that."

My head trashed back and forth on the bed, a second orgasm was quickly approaching. He filled me completely and pressed on every single inch inside of me as he pushed and pulled out in rhythm. My hands, looking for something to do, snuck up and pressed my breasts together. Edward took the chance to reach down and nip at my hard nipples. He sucked on one then the other in turn. "Pinch them for me." He panted as he increased his pace.

I pinched and twisted them, making them harder. Edward slipped my leg over his arm and cradled it against him. The changed the angle he entered me, my gasp was his encouragement. "That feel good?"

"So good."

Edward's mouth met mine again and his tongue slipped into my mouth. When it left, he murmured. "Come with me, baby."

I felt my inner muscles squeeze around him and felt him swell. I would love to say that I felt him come. Felt him filling me with the evidence of our bliss, but I didn't. My orgasm was too forceful, I seized all over and shook as the surge of sensations flooded through me. Through my haze I could hear Edward moaning, and loudly proclaiming his own pleasure.

Our slick bodies both sagged at the same time and my skin felt cool as it touched his. My arms laid limp beside my ears and my legs sagged around his hips that were still pressed against me. When his hands took away the pressure he held against them they fell limp off to each side as well. His head dropped down and placed a kiss directly in the center of my chest.

"I love you, Mrs. Cullen. Every single day of forever, I love you."